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So, I'm a first year and now that we're halfway through with the spring semester, I've been hearing and seeing my classmates talk about how they've got internships, the Merial scholarship for summer research, the Banfield internship, others just going back home to work with their vet clinic, or generally just something cool involving the veterinary field and gaining experience.
My question is, is it ok to just take the summer off to relax?
Our associate dean spoke to us a few weeks ago ensuring us that it was ok to not want to do anything during the summer, that for a lot of students, the course load was hectic and some people just need a break. He insisted that it was ok and not to look at everyone else and see what they were doing as a competition.
But it makes me very anxious to think about it. I've been fighting through some small personal problems and anxiety all this semester. E-mails would come in about internships and opportunities here and there and I would look at them, consider applying, and then just never applied. Come about February when many internship applications deadlines had passed, I panicked and at the same time became inspired to decide to ask for a job as a student worker at one of my school's labs (parasitology, anatomy, etc.), which at the time I was very excited about because I loved that kind of work.
Well, here I am now, panicking again because I feel like I'm going be behind if I don't find something to do during the summer other than work in the lab. My employer can't give me a definite work schedule because he hasn't made it up, yet, and won't be making it until shortly after finals are over. So even if I wanted to volunteer, apply for a second job, or shadow anywhere, I couldn't because I don't know when I would be free. I truly don't want to go behind my employer's back and say I want to back out of the job because I had already spent so much time assuring him that I wanted it.
The only other thing I have planned for the summer is going on a week-long WorldVets IVM program.
So, what is everyone's opinion about relaxing during the summer? Is it truly ok? Should I be worried, like I am, about falling behind classmates in terms of how my resume would look for future scholarships/internships/etc.?
My question is, is it ok to just take the summer off to relax?
Our associate dean spoke to us a few weeks ago ensuring us that it was ok to not want to do anything during the summer, that for a lot of students, the course load was hectic and some people just need a break. He insisted that it was ok and not to look at everyone else and see what they were doing as a competition.
But it makes me very anxious to think about it. I've been fighting through some small personal problems and anxiety all this semester. E-mails would come in about internships and opportunities here and there and I would look at them, consider applying, and then just never applied. Come about February when many internship applications deadlines had passed, I panicked and at the same time became inspired to decide to ask for a job as a student worker at one of my school's labs (parasitology, anatomy, etc.), which at the time I was very excited about because I loved that kind of work.
Well, here I am now, panicking again because I feel like I'm going be behind if I don't find something to do during the summer other than work in the lab. My employer can't give me a definite work schedule because he hasn't made it up, yet, and won't be making it until shortly after finals are over. So even if I wanted to volunteer, apply for a second job, or shadow anywhere, I couldn't because I don't know when I would be free. I truly don't want to go behind my employer's back and say I want to back out of the job because I had already spent so much time assuring him that I wanted it.
The only other thing I have planned for the summer is going on a week-long WorldVets IVM program.
So, what is everyone's opinion about relaxing during the summer? Is it truly ok? Should I be worried, like I am, about falling behind classmates in terms of how my resume would look for future scholarships/internships/etc.?