IM docs are not blameless, but ER docs are the ones who consult for any bogus stuff. I am a PGY2 IM doing an EM rotation and just can't wrap my mind around of some of the stuff that ED docs do. The ED is a colossal waste of $$$
Honestly, I find it far less forgivable coming from IM than EM. EM is supposed to be specialized in acute rescucitation and triage, all of the other stuff they do (urgent care stuff, being told to work up cases themselves when they should just be admitted for workup) is not what the ED is set up for. It isn't ideal that they often call garbage consults, but it's understandable given the untenable logistics of the modern ED.
IM, OTOH, is supposed to be trained to step back and think a little about problems anywhere in the body. Usually you guys do this well, except for some reason I know a grand total of zero internists who consider anything north of C2 to be something worth thinking about at the same level you would think about any other organ. When I see IM residents calling consults for "syncope on standing, rule out seizure" in someone with a SBP of 80 on a dobutamine gtt, and subsequently treating their ACGME mandated neuro rotation like a de facto vacation, then I stop seeing those consults as understandable and start seeing them as willful ignorance.
We are all tethered to our immediate experience at our facility. I got an IM inpatient consult for family history of a neurodegenerative disease recently from internal medicine. That was very stupid. But things are so bad that I just shrugged and did it. When I was a resident I had a huge amount of disdain for the ED attendings, worse after seeing them declare by fiat, "stroke." Then I spent an hour to find that they had anything but -> turf battle. One time I had to admit a patient PRESENTING with stage 4 lung CA to neurology for ER dx of stroke (where I think I recall crashing and going to MICU anyway).
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@neuro4me, good luck. My general advice is not to look at the field for the best and worst neurology can offer you. Neurology can be horrible, particularly inpatient neurology. You'll tell parents their kid is brain dead. And an HOUR LATER you'll tell someone with conversion disorder that they have a psychogenic condition (or you lie) and they will hate you. Then you'll see a stroke that you can't help, then one you can, then tell someone with syncope that they fainted and you didn't need to be there at all. Then a seizure patient and you have to pull their license and they get agitated, become an internet bully on your Press Ganey (BS) and other Yelp scores.
Clinic is better, but it is still hard. I tell someone very bad news nearly every day.
Don't look at that. Look inward. The ways to tell if neurology is for you: knowing that neurology CAN be miserable, can you see yourself doing anything else? Are you a better fit for anything else given the way you think, your temperament, your interests, your life goals. Are you driven by money or other status? Or are you intellectually driven? What sort of external validation do you need? Can you stand the thought of reading films, doing procedures, or admitting another case of urosepsis for the rest of your life?
Personally, I love the job I've created for myself. If I have regrets, I had "premature diagnostic closure" about myself. I didn't explore the other fields that have amazing lifestyle/money/satisfaction (without totally being a useless "cracked polystyrene man" and doing plastics or cosmetic derm, which is good as they would have been torture for me) like eyes, gas, ortho, ENT, XRT, etc. I looked inward very quickly, realized that neurology was a great fit for me, locked on it, wanted to learn EVERYTHING about it ASAP. Again, personally, I'm really not at all interested in anything else, so it wouldn't have made a difference.