medicineman1234
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Hey everyone, did any of you guys honor all classes m1 then switch to a boards focused approach and feel uncertainty and disappointment at your new performance in school lecture exams? At my school all the lectures we're like 1/4 ufaps/pathoma at most, and when I grinded only obscure phd lecture details only, I was honoring classes. I knew these lectures were very different from first aid, so I decided to switch to boards only. However, now that I'm doing zanki, boards and beyond, etc I've dropped to the average or at best 1 sd above the mean because I can't get the details locked in while still doing hours of board prep. Our school is ranked and I used to be top 10%, and I fear I'll fall to 20% or worse. For those who experienced this, how did you deal with that hit to your ego?
Secondly, how did you "trust the process" and feel confident that boards prep would be worth it? I always fear an exam that somehow will drop me 20 points from practice exams and having the hit to my rank all be for naught. It's just so far out and the detrimental effects are short term so it's harder to believe in the boards prep, but with my schools mediocre average and low performance by high ranking students in classes above me, I feel I have to do this.
Secondly, how did you "trust the process" and feel confident that boards prep would be worth it? I always fear an exam that somehow will drop me 20 points from practice exams and having the hit to my rank all be for naught. It's just so far out and the detrimental effects are short term so it's harder to believe in the boards prep, but with my schools mediocre average and low performance by high ranking students in classes above me, I feel I have to do this.