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I am in a [research heavy] clin psyc program. First year of grad school is barely in the books for me and I am feeling burnt out. So far I do not feel like I am good at research-so consequently I am not loving it- and I do not like therapy. I feel I would truly enjoy teaching but I have not yet taught so this is strictly an assumption. I am quite far from home here at school (school: PA, home: AZ) and I often wonder why I am sacrificing important things like being close to my family-some members of which are elderly and ill- if I feel uncertain about my career path. Finally: academia is terrifying. All I hear are stories of doom and gloom and impending sadness in the academy. No thank you!
To get to the point: I am thinking about quitting my program and pursuing a masters to teach high school students. Of course, the idea of quitting, failure and disappointment is haunting.
But ABSURDLY, my salary teaching high school students with a masters degree would not be much less than doing allah knows what with my doctorate, and 2-3 years is preferable to the 6+ years I still have in front of me before I can even do post-doc --postdoc is essentially required for my concentration- let alone get licensed. I feel like my youth is wasting away (I am 25.....single...want kids....).
I am having a hard time with this decision. I do not want to choose anything rashly. Can anyone relate? Who can I talk to about this?
For clarification purposes- I would like to add: I am not wholly miserable here. I feel happy with my advisor, classmates, and fellow colleagues in the program. I have received great feedback. I am content with my new town. I am doing great in my classes, although I admittedly struggle here and there. I am just unsure if this is the correct path for me.
To get to the point: I am thinking about quitting my program and pursuing a masters to teach high school students. Of course, the idea of quitting, failure and disappointment is haunting.
But ABSURDLY, my salary teaching high school students with a masters degree would not be much less than doing allah knows what with my doctorate, and 2-3 years is preferable to the 6+ years I still have in front of me before I can even do post-doc --postdoc is essentially required for my concentration- let alone get licensed. I feel like my youth is wasting away (I am 25.....single...want kids....).
I am having a hard time with this decision. I do not want to choose anything rashly. Can anyone relate? Who can I talk to about this?
For clarification purposes- I would like to add: I am not wholly miserable here. I feel happy with my advisor, classmates, and fellow colleagues in the program. I have received great feedback. I am content with my new town. I am doing great in my classes, although I admittedly struggle here and there. I am just unsure if this is the correct path for me.
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