Malcolm Gladwell wasn't joking when he talks about the 10, 000 hr rule. Don't worry about it. You've just spent the last year round, writing note, and changing dressings; now someone is throwing an 18G IV at you and a MAC 3 blade and saying, "Go!" It takes time. You'll get better everyday. Even as an attending you'll have days or weeks where you can't place an IV to save you're life. Intubation is an art and it will be and the end of CA1/beginning of CA2 and mindless by the time you're a CA3. When you've gotten there, focus on how to make the easy intubations easier and how to approach the difficult intubations to make them look easy.
You can't learn anesthesiology in one month of proctoring, even if every surgeon thinks you should be able to learn it in a month. Practice makes perfect. If you're still struggling, seek out an attending that you trust and try to work with them more and have them really try to help you improve your skills.
This is why I miss academics. I actually enjoy teaching. Wish I could help you first hand.