Hi
I'm not in the USA but where I'm from, getting into residency is even harder (lower acceptance rates). I have always wanted to be a medical oncologist, and getting the IM residency is only the first step.
Red flags are:
1. I was recovering from a mental illness in Year 1 (started during A Levels), and my med school knows about it although I have been discharged from their "follow-list" after being in remission for 2 years
2. Failed Year 1 Finals after being prescribed medications that made me drowsy and apathetic. Took supplementary exams and passed but the F grade is still in my transcript.
3. I still have really bad anxiety (and low self esteem and self-hatred bla bla) after everything that happened. Sometimes I fail to mask it and get picked on by fellow students or consultants.
"Redeeming" features that are probably not enough:
1. I have slightly above-average grades now in year 3. My overall grade is an A- (we have grades up till A+ in my school) which is nonetheless nowhere near Honors territory
2. I have some cancer research, which I presented at national and regional conferences. Published 3 papers as first author too.
3. Have a nice research supervisor who is a high-ranking consultant. He only sees me as a good researcher though. I need 4 recommendation letters also and I dont know where to get the other 3.
TLDR; am med student with average grades and above-average research, with a Fail grade on my Year 1 transcript and pmhx of psychiatric illness and tendency to look stressed during ward rounds.
Do u think I can still make it if I attempt to change the way I carry myself (easier said than done though)? I still have 2 years till graduation. Any advice on how I can still make it despite all of these? Thanks!
I'm not in the USA but where I'm from, getting into residency is even harder (lower acceptance rates). I have always wanted to be a medical oncologist, and getting the IM residency is only the first step.
Red flags are:
1. I was recovering from a mental illness in Year 1 (started during A Levels), and my med school knows about it although I have been discharged from their "follow-list" after being in remission for 2 years
2. Failed Year 1 Finals after being prescribed medications that made me drowsy and apathetic. Took supplementary exams and passed but the F grade is still in my transcript.
3. I still have really bad anxiety (and low self esteem and self-hatred bla bla) after everything that happened. Sometimes I fail to mask it and get picked on by fellow students or consultants.
"Redeeming" features that are probably not enough:
1. I have slightly above-average grades now in year 3. My overall grade is an A- (we have grades up till A+ in my school) which is nonetheless nowhere near Honors territory
2. I have some cancer research, which I presented at national and regional conferences. Published 3 papers as first author too.
3. Have a nice research supervisor who is a high-ranking consultant. He only sees me as a good researcher though. I need 4 recommendation letters also and I dont know where to get the other 3.
TLDR; am med student with average grades and above-average research, with a Fail grade on my Year 1 transcript and pmhx of psychiatric illness and tendency to look stressed during ward rounds.
Do u think I can still make it if I attempt to change the way I carry myself (easier said than done though)? I still have 2 years till graduation. Any advice on how I can still make it despite all of these? Thanks!