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Hi all!
After mannnnnny hours of trolling, I am finally posting.
Background:
BA from 4 year university
MS in Occupational therapy
Undergrad GPA: 3.94, MS: 4.0
The long and short of it: I've wanted to be a doctor my whole life. I have always been fascinated by medicine and helping people. I got married and moved States and applied for OT haphazardly, because I wanted to start school right away, everyone else convinced me that this was the right profession for me, etc, etc. Well, I hated grad school from day 1, worked as an OT for less than a month and hated it. Decided that I should purse my dream of always wanting to be a doctor.
I started looking into signing up for pre-reqs. I also started volunteering in the ER which absolutely sucks because I hate all the humbling tasks (so maybe I wouldn't survive medical school and residency?) and I just want to be on the "other side" already. Another drawback is that we live in a state where we have no friends or family, as my husband is here doing a residency and that's the sole reason why we live here. So he's pretty much never around. Oh, did I mention I have 2 kids under age 3?
I just feel overwhelmed at the prospect of going to medical school. I THINK it's what I want, but now I'm not so sure. Do I want 7+ years of sheer stress with an absentee husband and 2 kids to be raised by a nanny? Everyone keeps telling me "only YOU can make this decision". Well gee...thanks. If it was so easy, I would have decided already.
SO fellow student doctor friends, please help me make up my mind. I am so confused and overwhelmed, I just feel like throwing in the towel. Oh, and NP or PA not happening...if I do it, I'm going all the way.
Thanks in advance!
After mannnnnny hours of trolling, I am finally posting.
Background:
BA from 4 year university
MS in Occupational therapy
Undergrad GPA: 3.94, MS: 4.0
The long and short of it: I've wanted to be a doctor my whole life. I have always been fascinated by medicine and helping people. I got married and moved States and applied for OT haphazardly, because I wanted to start school right away, everyone else convinced me that this was the right profession for me, etc, etc. Well, I hated grad school from day 1, worked as an OT for less than a month and hated it. Decided that I should purse my dream of always wanting to be a doctor.
I started looking into signing up for pre-reqs. I also started volunteering in the ER which absolutely sucks because I hate all the humbling tasks (so maybe I wouldn't survive medical school and residency?) and I just want to be on the "other side" already. Another drawback is that we live in a state where we have no friends or family, as my husband is here doing a residency and that's the sole reason why we live here. So he's pretty much never around. Oh, did I mention I have 2 kids under age 3?
I just feel overwhelmed at the prospect of going to medical school. I THINK it's what I want, but now I'm not so sure. Do I want 7+ years of sheer stress with an absentee husband and 2 kids to be raised by a nanny? Everyone keeps telling me "only YOU can make this decision". Well gee...thanks. If it was so easy, I would have decided already.
SO fellow student doctor friends, please help me make up my mind. I am so confused and overwhelmed, I just feel like throwing in the towel. Oh, and NP or PA not happening...if I do it, I'm going all the way.
Thanks in advance!