One more comment, something I mulled over a bit on the ~90 min drive home from the test center.
I'm operating under the assumption that I passed and will soon have a shiny new board certification to my name. But I feel more and more that this test was just simply unnecessary. In comparison to the other board exams I've taken, at the end of this process I don't feel like I know any more, or that I'm a better doctor.
USMLEs were obvious milestones.
Anesthesia written board - for a while after taking and passing it I really felt like I was at the peak of my (book) knowledge. I was proud to pass.
Anesthesia oral board - as much of an ordeal as it was, all of the practice that went into my preparation actually did make me better at articulating and communicating important things. I was proud to pass.
Advanced PTE exam from NBE - really detailed, comprehensive exam with a deserved reputation for being difficult. I worked hard for a year as a fellow and put in a lot of study and acquired a new, useful skill and accompanying body of knowledge. I was proud to pass.
This exam? I feel like there was very, very little content that really separates the cardiac anesthesiologists from generalists. For example there were a lot of questions on pacemaker and ICD management - stuff that generalists certainly can do, every day. Lots of hemodynamic management questions - answering them, I certainly benefited from my day-to-day experience managing people with sick hearts and bad valves, but nothing really esoteric that generalists can't or don't know.
I feel like all of the non-ACTA-fellowship trained people I know who do basic cardiac anesthesia (CABGs & valves) probably would've done fine on this test, maybe even without any preparation, but especially with a few weeks of focused review of the same materials I used (SCA modules and Kaplan). Maybe they'd have struggled with some of the LVAD or transplant or adult congenital stuff, having rarely/never done it, but maybe not. I don't think passing this exam really sets me apart from them in terms of knowledge or skill set.
But you know what does? TEE does. The NBE certification does. No generalist doing a heart has has ever called me into the room to ask me about pacemakers, or how best to manage a person with mitral stenosis, or how thermodilution cardiac output measurement works. (They wouldn't ask me what some ****ing south Asian herb was, either.) But I do get asked to help with more complex echo assessments.
NBE is the certification I'm proud of. This one ... (assuming I passed and will get it) ... it's akin to the sense of accomplishment I get from mowing the lawn or cleaning the kitchen. Today I completed a chore. And I don't really expect that anyone who knows anything about it will be impressed that I did.