...once again I'm all confused...I hope I'm not the only one that this happens to
My $0.02:
You are certainly not alone. When I was in med school, I was "hellbent" on Peds Cards - in my opinion, it is the best combination of physiology, anatomy, embryology out there. I got into residency, though, and found that I liked NICU a lot. I didn't want to go straight into fellowship (for a variety of reasons), so I have been in the "real world" for the past several years. I have worked as a peds hospitalist in 4 different hospitals and spent 2 years in private practice. It has been great experience and wouldn't change much if I could do it over again...
Now I am going back to do a fellowship in...NICU. For me, I have found that I like the whole body and not one organ system. The research (I plan to do basic science/academics) that I am interested in can be done through Neonatology or Peds Cards - one of the Neos I have corresponded with said, "Don't be afraid to do Neonatology and love the heart." Although there are not many neonatalogy researchers doing cardiac stuff, there are some.
NICU will limit some of the exposure to the clinical cardiac stuff, unless you go to a place where the neos are involved in post-op hearts (not a lot, as mentioned above). A recent article in
Pediatrics (Su and Munoz) discussed the need for regimented cardiac critical care training for the newly developing field of pediatric cardiac critical care medicine (a sub-sub-specialization). Although they do not exclude neos (they mention broadly "critical care"), the reality is that unless one does a dual cardiology/NICU fellowship, the critical cardiac kids may be in the CICU/PICU and Neos will be only peripherally involved, if at all. As the field evolves, CICUs will become more commonplace and cards kids will be managed by ICU/Cards specialists (see also
http://www.pcics.com/ - Pediatric Cardiac Intensive Care Society)
Bottom line: if it's all about the heart, do Cards. If you like the heart, and are willing to be innovative and seek out opportunities, NICU can be just fine. Either choice is excellent.
S
Also, the top programs in Neonatology are probably as competitive as any other specialty, but there are a lot of spots nationally making it a little easier. We'll know more next year....