Hey guys, long time reader, first time poster
So I have been consistently scoring below my class average on exams, and was wondering if anyone has any tips. I know preclinical grades are not a big deal, but it would feel nice to do above average, especially since I put in serious time.
Thanks
What you are feeling is the same thing everyone in medical school feels. It's why people get so jaded and also why people who do "well" (i.e. grades and Step scores) go into ROAD programs. In college you were the best. You had to be, otherwise you wouldn't be here. But you were in college. EVERYONE goes to college. So you were the top 1% of a million people (the numbers may be wrong, but go with it).
So now, being self selected into the medical field, all of a sudden EVERYONE was that 1% of a million people. Some didn't even make it in to medicine (granted, some went elsewhere by choice). When you reflect on "how poorly you're doing" also keep in mind that you are with some of the most gifted people in the country. Maybe their gift is memorization and regurgitation of facts on a Multiple Choice Exam (my own particular beef with our peer selection, but whatever). The point is now EVERYONE is awesome, amazing, got all As and a 35 on their MCAT. Everyone did a medical mission trip, was involved in athletics, did community outreach and blah blah blah. Everyone has padded their resume with "stuff" just like you did. Everyone is the same machine you thought you were.
So, even though you should try to excel, living up to your peers, keep in mind that "being average" in a medical school class is actually still pretty stellar. Its just hard to shine in a room full of stars. You don't have to shine the brightest. It's ok. Everyone will graduate. Everyone will get a residency.
That being said, if you want a ROAD residency because you are tired of working so hard and are jaded by the system and want to make a lot of money without working very hard when you're done, get your ass in gear. You need to be top quartile of your class if you want those spots. Otherwise, chill out. You'll do good in the world, even if you only do well in your classes.
Remember... P=MD*
*not necessarily for your specialty of choice.
P != Residency. The * is particularly important in this post.