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I am a current 3rd year medical student applying to pathology for residency next year. I come from an unranked medical school in the midwest and I look great on paper (step 1 250+, rank ~20/175ish, honored most of my 3rd year clerkships). I'm looking to do aways during aug-dec to explore potential residency programs, be with family, and live in cool, new places. My med school right now is in a very undesirable area and I've been frustrated with my clinical experiences all year since I've dealt with mostly incompetent residents who have no interest in teaching or simply don't know how to. My residents here are 90% FMGs (not kidding) or American grads who could not match anywhere else (mostly true but of course there are exceptions).
All of these things make me want to do aways but I'm a little worried about how these aways might impact my future since I don't think my clinical skills match up to my test taking abilities. I've had evaluations that are great, average, and a couple really nasty ones. I personally feel a little uneasy around patients, however most docs I work with tell me they can't believe i'm going into path since I'm so "personable" or something. On the other hand, the few crappy evals I've gotten and my own feelings of inadequacy and awkwardness on the wards makes me worried that I'll screw myself over with these month-long aways at places I'm seriously considering for residency. What should I do?
All of these things make me want to do aways but I'm a little worried about how these aways might impact my future since I don't think my clinical skills match up to my test taking abilities. I've had evaluations that are great, average, and a couple really nasty ones. I personally feel a little uneasy around patients, however most docs I work with tell me they can't believe i'm going into path since I'm so "personable" or something. On the other hand, the few crappy evals I've gotten and my own feelings of inadequacy and awkwardness on the wards makes me worried that I'll screw myself over with these month-long aways at places I'm seriously considering for residency. What should I do?
