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I'm a current 2nd semester sophomore at USC and for as long as I can remember, I've wanted to become a surgeon. Academics were never really an issue for me until recently, and now I'm at a crossroads where I really don't know what to do. Out of high school I got Spring admission to SC, so I went to a community college in the fall where I got a 4.0. Then, when I got to SC, my GPA tanked to a 2.45 in the spring, and dropped even lower to a 2.1 Fall semester sophomore year. Aside from this, I've been doing breast cancer research at UCLA with the possibility of being published and I write for an electronic music website which will be hosting an event at a bar next week in which proceeds will go towards a charity that feeds the hungry in America. I'm an extremely passionate person and the field of medicine is fascinating to me, but I feel like medical school is only getting farther and farther away from my reach. What brought me to write this is that, today, I got my grade back for a General Chemistry exam I have been studying for ever since winter break (before the class even started) and got 2 points below average. Despite the fact that I've changed my study habits drastically and have become much more efficient with my time, for some reason I still wasn't able to pull the score I needed. I know that getting an average grade on 1 test isn't a big deal, but it freaks me out that even though I studied so much for it, I still didn't get an A or even a B. And what bothers me the most is that, although this is a premed class, I know it has nothing to do with what I want to be doing. I feel like I'm being tested on irrelevant material. But either way, I'm really conflicted now and feel like my chances of getting into medical school in a reasonable amount of time are really slim. Like I feel like I'm trying my best and it's still not good enough, so I don't know what to do anymore. Can anyone shed some light on this situation or give me some guidance?
Much appreciated.
Much appreciated.