First off, this is something I need advice on, not people trolling so if you don't have anything good to post, don't post it at all. I will try to keep it short.
So I'm a first year MS, my family is ecstatic and I am happy to be a med student. Sometimes I ask myself why I'm here. I want to be a doctor, not because I want to make money for myself, not because its what I've wanted to do since I was a little kid but so I can do as much as I can for a conflict in the middle east that is the root of so much conflict these days. People don't realize the root of most of the middle east conflict/terrorism is because of the Israeli Palestinian Conflict which is dear to me. I want to be a doctor so I can donate a majority of my time in Israel trying to progress the peace process. People are ignorant and ignorance is the stem of the violence. The problem is, being a doctor is not my passion. My passion is in academia (medicine) but I fear that as an academia I will not make enough money to support myself in constantly traveling to Israel, starting an organization/foundation, buying books/pamphlets, etc. I have thought about a MD/Phd but I just don't know what to do. If I back out now and do a Ph.D my family will think I couldn't do it and opted for the easy way out. I'm stuck and down about this. Some advice would be appreciated. 😍🙂
So I'm a first year MS, my family is ecstatic and I am happy to be a med student. Sometimes I ask myself why I'm here. I want to be a doctor, not because I want to make money for myself, not because its what I've wanted to do since I was a little kid but so I can do as much as I can for a conflict in the middle east that is the root of so much conflict these days. People don't realize the root of most of the middle east conflict/terrorism is because of the Israeli Palestinian Conflict which is dear to me. I want to be a doctor so I can donate a majority of my time in Israel trying to progress the peace process. People are ignorant and ignorance is the stem of the violence. The problem is, being a doctor is not my passion. My passion is in academia (medicine) but I fear that as an academia I will not make enough money to support myself in constantly traveling to Israel, starting an organization/foundation, buying books/pamphlets, etc. I have thought about a MD/Phd but I just don't know what to do. If I back out now and do a Ph.D my family will think I couldn't do it and opted for the easy way out. I'm stuck and down about this. Some advice would be appreciated. 😍🙂