Or was it "snorting super models, and fighting off cocaine" I am very confused.
But seriously, you are only 30, you have your whole life ahead of you. Why are you not looking into something totally different? Not pharmacy, nursing, or tech!
Just the statement that you don't like working, is a little troubling! Then again, who does enjoy working?
My advice to my students, when I was a preceptor was: "Marry somebody who is rich, I did! You think Pharmacy would provide me such a lavish lifestyle?" - jk -
My wife hated the comment!