sorry for posting this again but I want to get more opinions and it seems my thread was buried under other threads in pre-allo section. So here it is.
Hi,
I've started my med school in the US and yesterday I've been diagnosed with Lattice Degeneration in both of my eyes with several atrophic holes. the specialist has decided to not seal the holes. My grandpa had lattice. No one else in family had it.
From what I have read, these holes can lead to retinal detachment (RD). Once RD had occured, only 40% of people regain their original vision after either of these 2 surgeries: vitrectomy and scleral buckle. After reading up on available corrective procedures and the progress in eye research and surgical procedures, I feel that we still have much to do in regards to retinal repair and retinal re-attachment. Touting about LASIK is all good but much research and progress needs to be done to help patients like myself and those with even severe retinal problems from preventing the most invaluable gift the most of us have: vision.
I am concerned in regards to the potential blindness while in med school. It can put my investment of past life and time in jeopardy. I am basically mourning while I should be enjoying the first few days of my med school.
How should I deal with this ....
@ Lizzy: Thank you for your concern. I made a mistake by posting this in pre-allo forum thinking more people visit this site. Mods, please move this thread to its appropriate place.
My concerns with not getting the people from school involved are multifold:
1- I have a fear that them knowing my weakness (i.e. potential to have a detached retina and possibly blindness) will create sub-conscious biases against me because even though I am not disabled, I could potentially be disabled due to this disease.
2- I certainly dont want my class fellows to know of my disease.
3- If the school has knowledge of my weakness, it probably might keep me away from applying to certain residencies? Ophthalmology comes to mind. I understand that its legit to not let me pursue ophthalmology if I am blind because eye sight is a required faculty for this residency but even if I dont become blind, my potential to become blind might sway things against me.
4- The committee at my school might decide that its not worth it for them to let me "delay" one year in case I do get a surgery and would tell me to part ways from them?
It is very probable that some of the above mentioned fears might be unfounded but its only natural for me to have these. I've spent enough of my time and effort to get into med school and I cant let a personal health problem get me "expelled" out of med school or be a deterrent in my education or be the deciding factor of my career. Becoming blind might very well be the deciding factor for my future career though.
I would value any suggestions by existing medical students. Other medical students who have lattice or have had RD, if they share their stories, that would be encouraging as well.