Will I destroy my chances if I end up having to take the MCAT twice, doing much better the second time? I know that you're not supposed to take the MCAT more than once. I've been studying for months for the MCAT, actually more like a year, but it's been a challenge with realizing that I wasn't studying very efficiently and with my practice exam scores being somewhat up and down. I only recently started studying efficiently; i.e., TARGETED content review of high yield as well as weak areas. It only recently clicked, and I have shut out all distractions and have been studying like a crazy person with my phone off and high focus. My exam is on January 19, and I can't postpone due to the family drama that would ensue- my parents will cut off all financial assistance. I literally can't postpone the exam, it's a very sensitive issue. I'm just doing as much practice as possible and hoping for the best, but if I have to retake it, I want to know how this will be looked at considering my academic track record. Based on my scores on practice exams, I think I'm going to get anywhere between a 506-509 on the MCAT. I'm looking at some post-bac programs that have linkages to their DO schools, which that kind of score would be sufficient for. The applications for such programs open up right around when I will be receiving my scores. I know that's more money down the tube, but I will literally do anything it takes. (P.s., that's another reason why I don't want to postpone my MCAT; I want to apply to these post-bacc's ANYWAY, and some of them require you to submit an MCAT score).
@Goro any thoughts?
I'm not going to be on the internet much over the next 4 weeks as I'm cramming, and I just want to make one more comment. I know that I messed up in the master's program. I'm a very sensitive girl and have suffered from really bad anxiety my entire life (shaking as I type this). I've come a very far way with my mental health, and life gave me a really bad hand over the past two years which I'm grateful for and that I personally believe have handled with a considerable amount of grace. I am committing the next few weeks to practice, practice, and more practice. I missed out on thanksgiving, christmas, and new years for the mcat, and I am in my apartment hundreds of miles away from my family and somehow I do not care because I want this badly enough and I know that this is my last chance to show that I am capable of this. I am a combination of stressed and excited to get this MCAT done. So I just want to say good luck to everyone else who is making sacrifices to reach their dreams. And thank you so much to this community for helping me.