Law2Doc said:
I'd have to agree with this. If you were talking about one test, then perhaps you got unlucky or they got lucky. But if we are talking about every test, then face it, you do not "have a better understanding of the subhect material" than those that are consistantly doing better. They are clearly keying in on something you haven't been. Figure out what.
I don't know, I score in the middle of the pack for the most part, but I find that I do retain the essentials better than alot of my honors friends. They readily admit to me that while they may get 98 on an exam, they have no idea what it all means, nor can they apply it in a clinical case, nor can they remember it a few days later. For them, alot of it is a cram factor. How much can you cram into your brain. But, I easily floor them when it comes to patient examples, and extrapolating what we have learned.
So no, I don't think that if you are not getting top scores then it is because you are not 'understanding' the material. At my school, we have people who almost exclusively study from old exams. Ok, so we also have lazy professors. Just because you memorized what was on the exam last year does not mean that you can figure out what the sick person in front of you has.
I say: do your best, struggle with the material but focus on being a good clinician. "What do I need to know in order to be a good clinician?" that is what I ask myself. Will I be a 'bad' physician because I couldn't remember the minutiae and factoids some phd thought was important? I can always look pharm details up, too.
I would rather keep my average scores, if it means I also get to keep my understanding of what all the material means. Alot of medicine is in being able to make the connections and to think outside the textbook. As for Mom2 who posted, I have seen plenty of 'smart' docs who were despised by their patients and staff. In the end, personality does have to count. You can be bright as a hill of bunnies, but if you are an a$$7ole then you are way behind the game and will be deeply handicapped. She sounds like she will make a great doc.