This stuff honestly freaks me out since I failed my first rotation in pediatrics. Honored the shelf, honored all the other assignments and no professionalism violations, but missed the cutoff for evals by 1.5%. My first attending and the resident working with them gave me abysmal evals, and my senior resident in inpatient and nursery gave me mediocre evals. I was hoping to get my eval from the resident I worked with for 3 weeks on patient- Woke up every day at 4:30 AM, did my duties like progress notes, presenting on rounds, following up in the afternoon. We got a long good, and she gave me feedback in person which in sum had no real concerns. At the end of the rotation I never got her eval...I guess she just didn't want to fill it out. Ended up not meeting the cut off and failing as mentioned above.
Got all honors for preclinicals, 263 on Step 1, just finished FM and I think i'll be getting honors in it, and i'm not on IM and things are going smooth so far. The whole thing just sucks and it's constantly lingering on the back of my mind, kind of draining away that passion I had when starting M3 year because i'm constantly worried about matching in a decent IM program ( Mid/Upper tier with good fellowship matching)