Well a number of reasons:
#1: Getting married: As malignant as a surgical residency can be, I was prepared to plow through it on my own. Now that I am getting married on March 29th, I've learned I have to consider someone else other than myself in my career plans. I know that urology will have some long hours associated with it.
#2: My sewing ability: I have good hand-eye coordination and a steady hand. I can drive a scope like it was an xbox controller. I can blast a stone with a laser fiber. However, I suck at tying knots in tight spaces. I realize this is something that would get better with practice but the realization came to me when trying to throw some stitches during a pyeloplasty. I just have issues when tying surgical knots, especially the one handed ones.
#3: My draw towards medicine: I've been reprimanded more than once for writing Internal Medicine length notes on a handful of surgical patients.

I know, my bad, but that's what it is all about...finding what drives me more. Don't get me wrong, I love procedures but I think I like the thought process behind patient care more. Thinking IM with a fellowship in either GI, Endocrine, ID, or Oncology.
#4: About 3 weeks ago, when I was feeling unsure about my career choice, I prayed that a door would open wide or God would slam it shut on urology. I became increasingly disinterested over the next week. I flat out asked the PD if I had a shot and was told that I was one of 3 candidates to interview and was told I was ranked #2 for a 1 slot program. That was the final decision maker for me.
#5: After making this decision, I can actually sleep easy at night again! I would toss and turn wondering if I made the right decision but I feel more at peace now. I realize I decided to go into urology originally based on the fact that all of my previous medical experience was working with urologists. Kind of a comfort thing.
Now my advice to you all future colleagues and urologists. Figure out that you want to do urology ASAP in your 3rd year...heck even your 2nd. Score high on USMLE/COMLEX Step I/II. Find as many urologists as possible as connections to one particular program you want to goto. Spend as much time as possible there in 3rd/4th year doing research projects and getting in face time. Do research at that program (and don't let others steal it
😱). Express interest to the PD!
Above all though, I believe it comes down to face time. At least that was what was explained to me at my #1 pick.
It's a shame we can't have more time to pick a specialty in our clinical years. However, be swift and strike fast
😉 . You future urologists have my utmost respect!
See you on the flip side and rest assured that if you get a consult request from me, I know what I'm doing and I promise it won't be something that wastes your time.
Much love,
Richie