I guess it really comes down to board scores.
I don't know. I am going to community college first and planning on transferring to a good school, so, I guess I will have to see.
I think I am just getting discouraged, I mean, I am not getting the best grades in Chem, but, I could take this again in college and actually do a lot better. I think I just keep telling myself "Jeff, if you are doing this bad, why don't you just give it up now." However, I then ask myself "Well, is any of this even useful?" No, the stuff we learn in non honors chem is just basic stuff and to be honest I am not trying at all in this class, mainly because all we do is conversions and memorize stuff.
I am not doing that great in math either but I blame that on the teacher.
I am not doing the best and I admit it was my fault that I did not apply myself earlier on in high school.
Is it really that hard to become a spinal surgeon? That's insane...to say the least.
That's why you're doing poorly. You said it yourself: you're not trying.
You can make just about any grade you want if you put in the effort relative to that grade. Having a good attitude about the class and studies will also go a long way towards doing well in that class.
Becoming a doctor isn't an easy ride. You know this already. And most of the road is going to be memorization, that's what school is about.
Don't give up now when you aren't even trying. Try your hardest and get the best grades you can so you always have all of your options open. You can't go back in time and wish you did better, so you gotta do "better" while you can.