I was originally premed years ago. Took the Mcat several times and interviewed once but didn't get in. After finishing up a masters program I reapplied and didn't get a single interview. I applied for podiatry obtained an interview but opted for Med over seas but that didn't workout due to the school inability to disburse my loan to me on time. I finally developed interest for dentistry, took the DAT, interviewed, was waitlistrd and didn't get in.
I reapplied this cycle and have yet to hear anything back. 7 years, 7 cycles, I've moved across the country, I've given up my soul, my life, my world, my happiness, my everything in attempt to matriculate into a health related field. I've seen my former peers, family and friends set out and accomplish everything they had in site. I've seen children years younger than me grow up and matriculate into dental, Med, pod school through my 7 cycles while I remain in a static state of no progression. I've thought about walking away from reapplying but the very thought of it makes me feel dead. everytime I hear medical or dental jargon it brings me back to life. To me it's not about wearing a white coat, it's about mastering, conquering and applying knowledge to better a patient's life. Being able to one day do this is my addiction. 7 years, 7 cycles, I guess that's why I keep applying.