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I recently mentioned in another thread that I was upset about something. I didn’t want to derail that thread so I deflected the questions. I’ve been thinking about whether or not to post this and what to say. I think it’s important so here it goes.
I was cleaning out my hard drive and I found a letter of recommendation I wrote for someone years ago. They were successful and got into emergency medicine. Once they were practicing they had some problems. They really weren’t supported through these issues and things got worse. They committed suicide.
I don’t feel responsible so that’s not what this is about. I’ve been doing EMS and working in EDs for 30 years now and I’m appalled at the body count. I’ve known too many people who couldn’t drag themselves back from the darkness. I don’t draw too much distinction between the ones who ate a gun or went out with a needle in their arms. This industry and this specialty can be toxic.
I will say that for the ones I know who got to that point and were able to turn it around things always got better. Not perfect, but better. For the ones who killed themselves it never got better.
If you’re getting there reach out. Don’t let this mess of a system take everything.
I was cleaning out my hard drive and I found a letter of recommendation I wrote for someone years ago. They were successful and got into emergency medicine. Once they were practicing they had some problems. They really weren’t supported through these issues and things got worse. They committed suicide.
I don’t feel responsible so that’s not what this is about. I’ve been doing EMS and working in EDs for 30 years now and I’m appalled at the body count. I’ve known too many people who couldn’t drag themselves back from the darkness. I don’t draw too much distinction between the ones who ate a gun or went out with a needle in their arms. This industry and this specialty can be toxic.
I will say that for the ones I know who got to that point and were able to turn it around things always got better. Not perfect, but better. For the ones who killed themselves it never got better.
If you’re getting there reach out. Don’t let this mess of a system take everything.