I really don't know what I would do if my debt was 500k. I mean, it's not like I don't want to succeed in medicine. I'm trying as hard as I can. I'm just struggling. I don' t want to quit, I want to go to residency. The thing is I don't know if I can survive. There's no way I could have predicted things would have turned out this way. I did fine in college. I got into med school.
Hopefully not a lot of people end up in my situation with a 500k debt. If they do, and they end up not being able to complete a residency, I really don't know what they'll do. It's just really bad luck I suppose.
Psych is a thought, but unfortunately at this point I can't apply to psych since it's already extremely late and I have nothing prepared for a psych application. I'm just gonna have to send out IM applications and see what happens, and in the meantime try to get some help