Dropping MSTP during application process

Hey all,

So I know that this may get me in some trouble (I imagine along the lines of, if you're even thinking about it, you're not dedicated enough), but I figured I'd ask anyways. I've been heavily considering withdrawing my applications to MSTP and just go straight MD for the first two years and transferring if I still really want a dual degree. My questions are:

1) Would this hurt my application for regular medical schools? By regular, I mean just the MD programs.

2) Would this hurt possibility of reentry?

The main reason why I'm considering withdrawing my application from MSTP programs is because I don't feel I'm confident enough in my drive to do research for the rest of my life (or at least for a significant part of it). I really like research, but patient contact has always been the main draw for me to pursue a career in medicine. I was thinking that I might be able to put of the decision until MS2 after I've had more experience. Plus, my stats are somewhat mediocre to apply to MSTP programs (by no means do I fit the duke interview MCAT of 35+), and I actually think my chances may be better applying straight MD. Thanks!

 

Don't worry, I appreciate your honesty. You know, the thing is, I think I'm questioning whether or not I can decide now that patient care is my primary concern. Although I've done a lot of shadowing and other experiences in the hospital, I think there are some things you need to experience before making a decision.

As far as what I'd learn, honestly it would just be to buy some more time. As more and more programs are introducing MSTP elements earlier in med school, I think I could get an idea of what it would be like. It's not that I don't like research, it's that I don't love it to the same degree I do the humanistic aspect of medicine.

Thanks for the input.