Hey guys,
I truly thank you for all of your responses.
I understand where both sides are coming from, especially vc777's side where I am just 7-8 months into my engineering career working at one of the most Prestigious and well known aerospace companies in the world! I should feel super fortunate and blessed to be where I am right now, and I am! I thank God everyday for that. And let it be known that I am no one in hell planning to quit my job abruptly just to pursue medicine. I plan to stay at this company for 2 years (im 8 months into it so far), but while these 2 years go by, I will be preparing for the MCATs while also volunteering/shadowing physicians to really see if medicine is for me. Trust me, ive done sooooo much research and asked advice from many many people, ranging from doctors to friends that are in medical school right now, and im not an idiot. Im not going to just go for it blindly, without having a plan. First off let me just let you guys know, that Im working at the most prestigious aerospace company in the world, working on the most IMPORTANT part of the aircraft and Ive essentially am currently contributing as much work as my co-workers who have put 20-30 years @ the company. I dont mean to sound cocky or be bragging about any of this, but the point im trying to make is that if Im at the one of the most top echelon aerospace companies and working on the most important part of the aircraft, and yet I am still not satisfied, how does it get any better for me? Secondly, EVERY one of my co-workers, I sit in a cubicle with about 6 co-workers in the same aisle, and EVERY one of them told me to pursue medicine and not stay with this company. They told me Im better off being a doctor then staying here...they all told me if they could go back in time they would have changed careers, (some said they would have pursued business, some said they would have pursued medicine, etc.., they just told me to go for it). And trust me, I got close with all of my cubicle mates, and they are being sincere and truthful. The life of an engineer is a grind, and in no way am i saying that a doctor's life is any different, hell, it might even be WORSE! But only an engineer that worked in the industry truly understands what I mean. Basically, its not fulfilling in any way....you just go about your assignments, you complete them, and you move on to the next one, and it gets very repetitive. Anyways I feel like I am ranting right now, but I just want to point out that I am still soul searching... I am still fairly young (just turned 23 last month), so I know I still have time to decide my future path. First and foremost, I really want God's blessing on whatever path he wants me to take. If i am Certain he wants me to pursue medicine I will go with that, but in no way will I be quitting my job. My basic plan is to work for the company because they are paying me, and in no way am I trying to freeload off of them. When I work, I work, and I will give it 100% to my company in whatever I do. But when I get off work, I will be hitting my chemistry/biology/TBR books to prepare for the MCAT. Work from 7-4, Study after work from 4-9, study on the Weekends all day, That will be my life for the next 1-2 years. And once I feel like I am ready for the MCAT, I will take it, and if I were to get a high score (shooting for a 35+), then I feel like I am ready to put all my chips in the middle, and go for medical school (meaning I would most likely quit my current job). Ive done a lot of research and Really am pursuing to become a cardiothoracic surgeon, I know I am shooting for the stars, But I know my abilities and I know I can make the necessary sacrifices to make it. But we will see, I can talk the talk, but can i Really walk the walk...ill keep you guys updated! Thanks again everybody, God bless.