So uh, a little bad news on the MCAT front. I had a 26R to begin with, and just got my scores back 24M from last september. This is a massive disappointment since In was averaging around 29 or 30 on the damn practice tests.
So first, for the Osteopathic schools, you'd have to release this to them, right? If I don't want them to know these scores, they never need to right? I was hoping to improve at least by one point to demonstrate continued dedication to becoming a doc but I fear this will paint me in a more negative light than I'm already being viewed in.
Also, I am beginning to realize a pattern, however, with major tests in the last year and a half. The same mentality grabs hold of me, where I freeze up and am unable to perform to my potential. My heart feels like a war drum, my extremities get cold and very sweaty and my stomach makes me want to vomit. Does anyone out there know anything about anxiety disorders? I am usually fine, I can study fine, but I get insanely nervous the day of a test and get progressively worse til about halfway through the test. I've always been sort of a nervous person but it never itnerfeered with my adacemics before....Anyone know of any kind of drug that you can take, just on days that are going to be particularly stressful that will keep you from losing in and therefore not wasting all the effort you put into preping? I'd appreciate any advice or comments on this matter.
Thanks
-Bones