Looking for some advice from residents or those practicing. My lips and hands are tingling, I cant breathe. I feel like an utter failure. Location is very important to me for residency and all I've ever heard is that if you don't pass part 1 on the first try, to kiss even a decent residency goodbye. I don't have a stellar gpa. I was told by my school that if we got higher than a 55% on this practice exam they used for the last 20 years, I'd have a "97% chance of passing". I did pass it, and apparently i'm the 3%. I feel like my entire world is crashing down on me and I have no support system here and desperately want to go home for residency and now im trying to swallow the idea of being away from my family for 7 years instead of 4. i studied for 2 months. i did the boardvitals questions twice. i made my own notes. i used adipods anki deck. i used first aid. i was told everyone walks out of there feeling like they failed and that most people pass anyways. for the last few weeks i convinced myself that i passed and was excited to film my reaction and send it to my parents so they couldve felt the joy with me. ive been numb for an hour.