You haven't not-passed-yet until you get the letter specifically saying so. Everything else is panicky speculation, and you're doing yourself a disservice if you play into it.
I know waiting is a pain, but the best you can do is use this tweener time to enjoy yourself -- you've taken the exam(s) and don't need to study for that right now, and you've probably just started either a fellowship or a "real" job and likely have plenty of other things to focus on pathology-wise. If you've just moved, take some time to learn your new location. Enjoy yourself the best you can, and focus on the things you need to focus on.