All right, here goes. Since I have asked just about everyone in my own life these questions I figure I might as well take it another step. Last year I applied to a few clinical programs, mostly because I had graduated and didn't quite know what else to do after school. I definitely didn't understand how competitive the programs were, and had expected to hear back from some. When I didn't I was very upset, and have spent the last year improving my resume in order to better my chances. But now that I have a few interview invites I am beginning to panic that this might not be what I really want, and I don't know if I'm ready. My alternative plan is to teach abroad (which I will be doing in the interim six months at the very least between interviews and graduate school), but I'm not sure if I might not be interested in doing that longer. I sort of feel like if I do get accepted into a program (although I know that interviews definitely are no guarantee of acceptance), I don't know if I'll be able to turn it down although I'm kind of uncertain... And I don't know if these feelings of uncertainty are natural, or if I should be concerned because it is a HUGE commitment to undertake and I should be really ready. I can't help but think there are other people fighting for the same spot I might take that are more confident in their decision than me, inspiring additional feelings of guilt, etc. But I also feel that at least in the clinical field, it might be a now or never sort of a deal. I think older students are often less common (right?) and if I spend more time not working in the field of psychology it is only going to decrease my chances in the event that I wanted to come back to it.... Any thoughts from current graduate students who had the same thoughts, or seen others who are unsure? My anxiety levels are through the roof, wavering between praying to hear from schools and hoping I don't receive another email for the next month.