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I don't know if I need someone to smack me upside the head and say "hey your never going to be a doctor" or if I need someone to say "hey your being too hard on yourself". So "shoot" everyone, tell me what you think. I am a Biology major, with a french minor and I am supposed to minor in chemistry but we we'll see about that. I do excellent in Biology clases mostly A's with a few B's and I still have plenty of Bio classes to go before I am done (at least 4 fo them) and I still have to take physics which I do not expect to be difficult for me. And if I mnior in Chemistry still I have two BioChem classes to take. My problem is Chemistry! I just plain suck at it and I just don't know what to do anymore. I got a C+ and C in Gen Chem. But and A and a B+ in Gen Chem Lab. Then I took Orgo I last semester and I got a D. I tried to convince myself that I just didn;t study enough because I was taking care of my father, even though I studied more hours than I think most people study for all their classes put together. So I set out this semester with a positive attitude to retake the class and delete the grade. Now this semester rolls around and I am having a terrible time again in the class. I just don't know what my problem is, I study, I Feel like I know the material, I do well on the practice tests and then the test comes and halfway through the test there is that sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, the one that tells me I know I'm doing poorly again. After the second exam this semester with only one plus the final to go, it appears that I should withdraw from the class or risk getting the same grade or even worse the second time taking the class. I fear that would look even worse. So should I even bother attempting it a third time after withdrawing this semester or am I fooling myself.....do I even have a shot at getting in with such poor performance in Chemistry? Will my Bio grades carry me if I do well on the MCAT. I have plenty of volunteer experience and excellent LOR's already from Bio professors. I'm not so concerened with my GPA pr even Science GPA since with all my science courses and god grades in Bio it should be fine. I'm just worried about how the Chem grades are going to look. I've heard of medical school's looking past a poor grade, but an entire poor subject? I'm not so sure. Maybe I'm being too hard on myself.......I just don't know....... I need some honest advice here. I have considered giving up becoming a doctor, but everytime I consider it I am heartbroken and at a loss for what I would do with my life......working to become a doctor has become such a part of me..........Should I go for it again next semester? Or am I fooling myself that I have a shot. Help.......