Feeling defeated I need help with med school apps

[natanguyen]

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Hello! I am a pre-med student currently. I graduate May 2027, and I am taking a gap year.

So far I have...
Clinical hours: 100 hr currently but If I am consistent and don't get sick all the time (literally have bronchitis rn), I would get 882 clinical hours (hospital and hospice volunteer, and EMT) by the time I apply

Non clinical: 105 hours of non-clinical (I am volunteering at a food bank)

Research: I will be doing research until I graduate so I think around 7 months of research IF I am consistent

Shadowing: 4 hours but looking for a doctor

GPA: 3.525 right now and I have withdrawn from 3 classes which I know is a bad look but one was a class I realized I didn't need to take and one was from freshman year where I had a horrible year

I have been VERY inconsistent with my hours, and I started late because I had no idea what the process was until Sophomore year. I had a bad time Freshman year with two family deaths and problems with friends. I also have joined clubs at my school, but I haven't gone to any of them or anything so I literally have no leadership or any activities in school. I take the MCAT in May and I'm going to study really hard for that. I talk to and see people getting 1000+ hours in everything and I am feeling like a loser. I'm not aiming for a top-tier school, but I want a decent school at least. I also don't want to take two gap years. Do I have a chance if I do good on my MCAT? Please give me any advice at all and be honest. I am starting to feel defeated especially since I have been lacking on doing my hours. Thank you!

 

[Mr.Smile12]

Welcome to the forums.

I am a pre-med student currently. I graduate May 2027, and I am taking a gap year.

Why are you on a gap year before you graduate?

"You reap what you sow." In this case, you haven't sown anything. Stop wallowing in self pity. If you are passionate about it, do it. Do something. Go to the prehealth advisors. Attend admissions events. Get to work. You're not ready to take the MCAT because you aren't ready to apply. Get out of the spiral of the defeated and unmotivated... you aren't ready until you get out of that black hole. Go to a counselor or a therapist a soon as you can. Stop making excuses.

 

[natanguyen]

Welcome to the forums.



Why are you on a gap year before you graduate?

"You reap what you sow." In this case, you haven't sown anything. Stop wallowing in self pity. If you are passionate about it, do it. Do something. Go to the prehealth advisors. Attend admissions events. Get to work. You're not ready to take the MCAT because you aren't ready to apply. Get out of the spiral of the defeated and unmotivated... you aren't ready until you get out of that black hole. Go to a counselor or a therapist a soon as you can. Stop making excuses.

I'm not on a gap year before I graduate. I'm taking one after I graduate. I am also taking the MCAT in May so I have around 6 months to prepare and do good on it, not because I'm not ready to apply. But yes I agree I need to get out of this black hole I'm in and get on top of things.

 

[chilly_md]

Do well in your classes going forward. Work as an EMT and continue volunteering at the food bank as long as it doesn't impact our grades or MCAT preparation.

 

[Butalbusaur]

I talk to and see people getting 1000+ hours in everything and I am feeling like a loser. I'm not aiming for a top-tier school, but I want a decent school at least.

Comparison is the thief of joy my friend. You can’t compare YOUR journey into medicine to others, and you especially can’t bring yourself down because of it.

I also don't want to take two gap years. Do I have a chance if I do good on my MCAT? Please give me any advice at all and be honest. I am starting to feel defeated especially since I have been lacking on doing my hours. Thank you!

You can’t feel entitled. If it takes two years, it takes two years. Don’t rush the process and apply with an application that you don’t feel confident with. You will regret spending all that money and months of anxiety.

I am starting to feel defeated especially since I have been lacking on doing my hours. Thank you!

Volunteer and work for things you truly care about. That’s the only way to make it feel like you’re not going through the motions and checking off boxes. It will make for a better application overall.

You got this. Don’t give up.