anxietyvet
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Second year vet student and having a hard time believing I can actually turn out to be a good vet. A little bit of back story is that I have generalized anxiety disorder and this feeling of ending up as an inadequate doctor has been growing for the last semester. Grades/tests have been great but after an exam a teacher will reference something like a drug i just got tested on and I completely blank on what it’s used for. On winter break I thought it would be a good idea to shadow clinics in my home town to get more experience (most of mine previously has been in research with little hands on as an assistant at a GP practice). First day the nurse asks me to monitor a cats heart with just my hand, no stethoscope, and I had no idea what I was doing. Went home and tried to feel my cats heart beat for an hour before finally feeling anything. Long story short I’ve been having panic attacks about how much information we’re given and not being able to retain it long term on top of feeling like I can’t perform basic skills someone leaves me to do at a clinic. Any advice or any one that’s able to relate to how I’ve been feeling would help tremendously. I’ve been having a pretty hard time and I’m scared the closer I get to clinics and graduating the worse my anxiety is going to get.