in retrospect
now that I've had a weekend to process, I thought id share a few tid bits
You know, I"m very thankful for you guys and your encouragement. It's pretty lonely being in the middle of nowhere(5 hours from home in austin) ,a foreign/new school taking undergrad.physics in the summer in Denton TX.. with an MCAT as your only companion and no secure future. ( It helps being single)
I also didn't tell my parents my low gpa in 2007 because I didn't want them to worry about me.
They knew i got rejected by 30 ish programs the past 3 years, But i told them it was because i applied late or these programs were competitive. Not to mention all the jobs I got rejected from too. I guess a biology major with minimal experience and barely a 3.0 gpa have a hard time getting tech jobs.
So its quite hard to smile in front of everyone and kind of help them be at ease ...and yet know inside that you may never be a doctor due to your overall scores. I still don't have interviews elsewhere for this year.lol
In the end, myself and cher25 ( who has an amazing story herself) have just been very blessed people. Sure we worked hard but there was no security. All I could do personally was to just keep taking school. Even now i'm in Dallas taking school lol ( though i'll probably withdraw soon)
If i could give advice from my experience it would be:
Don't give up guys. If this is what you want to do, find a reason worth fighting for. For me, it was to help those one day in positions like my own family:Lowest income tier and no medical insurance. I figured you know, many people don't even have the opportunity to be at a university and to reach for a medical school goal. That realization,sprinkled with the blessing of God, helped me get a seat despite more discouragement than encouragement ( at least, in person).
So really, this SDN was a very good source of encouragement for me!
But don't worry guys! I'm not out of the woodshed yet! so I'll need as much as I can get! I'm the lowest GPA accepted ( based on last years' 2009 matriculant pool). My mcat is bottom 15% as well.(school's avg gpa is 3.8 with 33 mcat.)
So i'm not sure how being the bottom 1% of this school translates to a successful future.... but I'll continue to update.
As for the blog, Your pm's is what remind me to update !: P I would be happy to help you guys in listening and or crafting a good plan so that every one of you can join me in the profession one day.