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So, here I am, at the age of 25 and my life was screwed up as it was. Since high school, always like science, NEVER knew what I wanted to do. Dropped out of chem, majored in economics. College sucked for me.
Now, I'd like to go back to science and EVERYONE and their mother is telling me NO. My friend who was premed all during college, decided to go back for his MBA and is now in pharm sales. He was like, I have to talk you out of this. Every doctor I know told me NOT to go into medicine. Money you put out isn't worth it, blah blah blah. Same thing from my mom today. I couldn't take it. I broke. I NEVER BREAK. She even said that if I do it, I'm on my own, that her and my dad wouldn't support me because she thinks I have a great future in business, which of course I do, I'm driven. You are what you make of yourself, but I have this yearning inside to be in medicine and learn everything I can. She tells me, well you didn't do well in chem before, I was like yeah, and there was a reason. I gave up on myself, now I have to overcome my 2.3 GPA undergrad. I have a 3.6 in my MBA program currently and I know I would ace all my classes now. But I feel SO lost by the negativity. Alot of my friends are like, wow, you're totally going into MORE debt (I already have a BOATLOAD of loans from undergrad) and I have to go at least 2-3 years of schooling to get INTO med school. My friend put it like this, you will be poor guaranteed the next 15 years and who knows what the healthcare system will be like. I don't care about the debt, although it does worry me, but I just am so frustrated over what I should do.
I know I could go for my law degree, or just stay in business somewhere (yeah SUCH a broad field, no wonder I have no clue what to do with my life). I have been soul searching to find something I will really enjoy, and my mom is like, well since you don't know what you want to do, then what if you start THIS and don't like it. Maybe you will make the wrong choice or something will go wrong. I feel like all I have done is make wrong choices. You have to take a chance on life and yourself. I know my friends are trying to be the voice of reason in my head, and they give me an objective view. But its not like I didn't think of medicine before. I was VERY VERY close to going to nursing school b/c I didn't have enough self-confidence to get into med school and thought the route was too long. I ended up switching jobs and then starting my MBA. But if I want to do it (med school), then I'm going to do it. But now ...after all of that, do I want to do it? What if I don't get in to ANY med school, I just wasted another 4 years of my life. ARGH
Not that I expect you to answer, but anyone in the same boat? 3-4 years to get in to med school, post bacc progams, etc.? Want to jump in and help me with the pails, b/c I'm sinking and there is a $hitload of water in here and I'm having problems getting it out!!!
Now, I'd like to go back to science and EVERYONE and their mother is telling me NO. My friend who was premed all during college, decided to go back for his MBA and is now in pharm sales. He was like, I have to talk you out of this. Every doctor I know told me NOT to go into medicine. Money you put out isn't worth it, blah blah blah. Same thing from my mom today. I couldn't take it. I broke. I NEVER BREAK. She even said that if I do it, I'm on my own, that her and my dad wouldn't support me because she thinks I have a great future in business, which of course I do, I'm driven. You are what you make of yourself, but I have this yearning inside to be in medicine and learn everything I can. She tells me, well you didn't do well in chem before, I was like yeah, and there was a reason. I gave up on myself, now I have to overcome my 2.3 GPA undergrad. I have a 3.6 in my MBA program currently and I know I would ace all my classes now. But I feel SO lost by the negativity. Alot of my friends are like, wow, you're totally going into MORE debt (I already have a BOATLOAD of loans from undergrad) and I have to go at least 2-3 years of schooling to get INTO med school. My friend put it like this, you will be poor guaranteed the next 15 years and who knows what the healthcare system will be like. I don't care about the debt, although it does worry me, but I just am so frustrated over what I should do.
I know I could go for my law degree, or just stay in business somewhere (yeah SUCH a broad field, no wonder I have no clue what to do with my life). I have been soul searching to find something I will really enjoy, and my mom is like, well since you don't know what you want to do, then what if you start THIS and don't like it. Maybe you will make the wrong choice or something will go wrong. I feel like all I have done is make wrong choices. You have to take a chance on life and yourself. I know my friends are trying to be the voice of reason in my head, and they give me an objective view. But its not like I didn't think of medicine before. I was VERY VERY close to going to nursing school b/c I didn't have enough self-confidence to get into med school and thought the route was too long. I ended up switching jobs and then starting my MBA. But if I want to do it (med school), then I'm going to do it. But now ...after all of that, do I want to do it? What if I don't get in to ANY med school, I just wasted another 4 years of my life. ARGH
Not that I expect you to answer, but anyone in the same boat? 3-4 years to get in to med school, post bacc progams, etc.? Want to jump in and help me with the pails, b/c I'm sinking and there is a $hitload of water in here and I'm having problems getting it out!!!