NavyBlueRabbit
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This is a novel, sorry.
I have been trying to choose between Peds and Psych since...December or January? Now I'm 38 weeks pregnant and tired and emotional and I really need to choose soon to get those letters of reference and my personal statement and everything going for the Match!! Currently finishing up a peds psych rotation and I don't have time to rotate in more specialties prior to August/September bc this baby is coming in 2 weeks. Step 1 254, Step 2 268. Fairly competitive. I did a Peds SubI.
To answer some of the main "specialty-narrowing" questions:
Inpatient or Outpatient? Outpatient
Surgical or Non-Surgical? Non-surgical
Sick or Healthy Patients? Mostly Healthy
Specialized or Generalized? Generalized
I loved learning about all body systems and aspects of medicine in pre-clinicals (huge nerd), but when I started clinicals it turned out I really really don't like adult IM so anything similar to it got ruled out. I also have little to no aptitude for surgery. I loved OB/Gyn in theory but everything I hear about the lifestyle is terrible and I refuse to do that to my husband and future children.
So let's get down to what I have narrowed it to:
Peds: wide variety of pathologies. I am one of the few people in my class who actually really likes well child checks and doesn't find them boring at all. I don't mind sniffles and coughs, the kids are still cute. I still don't love inpatient (I just don't like rounding and having to worry about the patient ALL THE TIME) but in outpatient...I was happy during the day. Seeing kids of all ages, exams felt way less awkward than adults...promoting wellness...people were happy. And I sort of get my OB kick when I see newborns and talk to the moms. Despite it being mostly WCC and URI, there was enough other stuff that would pop in too. And if I get bored I can always do a fellowship.
Possible cons: Low(er) pay..I don't really care tbh but it's still a con. I still see nothing when I try to look in an ear. The residency seems grueling. What honestly happened is my school offered this "Coffee with a Resident" thing and I got coffee with a peds resident. She looked SO TIRED and never gets a full weekend off, seemed like she barely had any time for anything....and then mentioned her friend in a psych residency who gets weekends and goes home at 4:30 every day...now I am not a lazy person, but I do want my family to be a big part of my life and I just honestly worry about having my own small children during residency and how stressful and sleepless it could all be.
Psych: I honestly didn't start thinking about Psych until I started hearing all this stuff about the lifestyle. And then I retroactively remembered that I enjoyed learning the pathology in pre-clinicals. My clinical experience in the first clinical year was shadowing rounds at a state mental health hospital for one morning every 2 weeks. It was interesting but I never once thought..."I want to do this." I always had more fun delivering babies or stitching in the ER or seeing a 6-month old.
Then I started doing a lot of reading online. All these psych residents that LOVE their jobs. Child psych being in huge demand! The higher salaries, the better hours, the flexibility. My husband and I want to travel more...the thought of doing appointments from a laptop really appeals to me. Peds or psych, a job becomes a job in the end, and having more time outside of work and more flexibility can be huge for you and your family...
Cons: I've been on a couple child psych rotations now with the thought that yes, this is what I am going to do..and I haven't exactly felt fantastic about it. All I learned in medical school before clinicals feels...gone and far away. I don't even really see psych pathologies coming to life in these children, mostly just bad home situations. I feel like I became a social worker with an Rx pad...
The kids are sweet but their stories and their med lists blur together for me. I feel...understimulated. On the one hand maybe I'm just tired and crabby in these last few weeks of pregnancy. But something doesn't feel right....I don't know if adult psych would have a wider spectrum of pathology and interest me enough...but historically I haven't enjoyed it all that much either.
A lot to read and consider but in conclusion..I am just.. torn. I don't want to pick peds and then be in the depths of residency and think mannnnn why did I not go that psych route and have a better lifestyle. Why am I missing out on my own kids growing up because I am taking care of other kids?
But I don't want to pick psych/child psych and miss medicine and get bored. Even if hours are less and pay is eventually better, if I feel bleh or meh about what I am doing , who is that helping???
Any insight or things I am overlooking? I really thought I had decided on peds psych, I even wrote a psych personal statement! And it's just these last few weeks that I'm feeling weird about it.
I have been trying to choose between Peds and Psych since...December or January? Now I'm 38 weeks pregnant and tired and emotional and I really need to choose soon to get those letters of reference and my personal statement and everything going for the Match!! Currently finishing up a peds psych rotation and I don't have time to rotate in more specialties prior to August/September bc this baby is coming in 2 weeks. Step 1 254, Step 2 268. Fairly competitive. I did a Peds SubI.
To answer some of the main "specialty-narrowing" questions:
Inpatient or Outpatient? Outpatient
Surgical or Non-Surgical? Non-surgical
Sick or Healthy Patients? Mostly Healthy
Specialized or Generalized? Generalized
I loved learning about all body systems and aspects of medicine in pre-clinicals (huge nerd), but when I started clinicals it turned out I really really don't like adult IM so anything similar to it got ruled out. I also have little to no aptitude for surgery. I loved OB/Gyn in theory but everything I hear about the lifestyle is terrible and I refuse to do that to my husband and future children.
So let's get down to what I have narrowed it to:
Peds: wide variety of pathologies. I am one of the few people in my class who actually really likes well child checks and doesn't find them boring at all. I don't mind sniffles and coughs, the kids are still cute. I still don't love inpatient (I just don't like rounding and having to worry about the patient ALL THE TIME) but in outpatient...I was happy during the day. Seeing kids of all ages, exams felt way less awkward than adults...promoting wellness...people were happy. And I sort of get my OB kick when I see newborns and talk to the moms. Despite it being mostly WCC and URI, there was enough other stuff that would pop in too. And if I get bored I can always do a fellowship.
Possible cons: Low(er) pay..I don't really care tbh but it's still a con. I still see nothing when I try to look in an ear. The residency seems grueling. What honestly happened is my school offered this "Coffee with a Resident" thing and I got coffee with a peds resident. She looked SO TIRED and never gets a full weekend off, seemed like she barely had any time for anything....and then mentioned her friend in a psych residency who gets weekends and goes home at 4:30 every day...now I am not a lazy person, but I do want my family to be a big part of my life and I just honestly worry about having my own small children during residency and how stressful and sleepless it could all be.
Psych: I honestly didn't start thinking about Psych until I started hearing all this stuff about the lifestyle. And then I retroactively remembered that I enjoyed learning the pathology in pre-clinicals. My clinical experience in the first clinical year was shadowing rounds at a state mental health hospital for one morning every 2 weeks. It was interesting but I never once thought..."I want to do this." I always had more fun delivering babies or stitching in the ER or seeing a 6-month old.
Then I started doing a lot of reading online. All these psych residents that LOVE their jobs. Child psych being in huge demand! The higher salaries, the better hours, the flexibility. My husband and I want to travel more...the thought of doing appointments from a laptop really appeals to me. Peds or psych, a job becomes a job in the end, and having more time outside of work and more flexibility can be huge for you and your family...
Cons: I've been on a couple child psych rotations now with the thought that yes, this is what I am going to do..and I haven't exactly felt fantastic about it. All I learned in medical school before clinicals feels...gone and far away. I don't even really see psych pathologies coming to life in these children, mostly just bad home situations. I feel like I became a social worker with an Rx pad...
The kids are sweet but their stories and their med lists blur together for me. I feel...understimulated. On the one hand maybe I'm just tired and crabby in these last few weeks of pregnancy. But something doesn't feel right....I don't know if adult psych would have a wider spectrum of pathology and interest me enough...but historically I haven't enjoyed it all that much either.
A lot to read and consider but in conclusion..I am just.. torn. I don't want to pick peds and then be in the depths of residency and think mannnnn why did I not go that psych route and have a better lifestyle. Why am I missing out on my own kids growing up because I am taking care of other kids?
But I don't want to pick psych/child psych and miss medicine and get bored. Even if hours are less and pay is eventually better, if I feel bleh or meh about what I am doing , who is that helping???
Any insight or things I am overlooking? I really thought I had decided on peds psych, I even wrote a psych personal statement! And it's just these last few weeks that I'm feeling weird about it.