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From time to time, some anxiety about the possibility of being completely shut out and rejected from every school I applied to trickles up. The admissions process can be completely random for a good number of applicants out there. I mean, even those applicant/matriculant MCAT charts on the MSAR shows that a few hundred people with greater than 95% percentile MCAT scores don't receive acceptances in a given year.
I still retain confidence about being accepted, but just to soothe myself from uncontrollably worrying about extreme scenarios, facing the fear head-on seems to help me alot. I visualize myself at the end of May next year opening the last rejection letter on top of the other ones I've already received by then from all my other schools. I try to envision myself reacting pretty calmly despite the situation and just accepting what's occurred without running and how's, if's, what's, why's, or any shoulda, woulda, coulda's -- just being calm, collected, and fine with it. Then I think to myself that I'll spend the following year improving my application and trying again the next cycle, telling myself that an extra year is miniscule compared to the rest of my life doing what I want!!
So how does anyone else out there cope with their shutout fears?
[Please ... thanks, but no posts offering tips on self-esteem or confidence. Like I said, I remain confident and positive. This is just how I deal with stray thoughts about extreme scenarios that pop up once in a while]
I still retain confidence about being accepted, but just to soothe myself from uncontrollably worrying about extreme scenarios, facing the fear head-on seems to help me alot. I visualize myself at the end of May next year opening the last rejection letter on top of the other ones I've already received by then from all my other schools. I try to envision myself reacting pretty calmly despite the situation and just accepting what's occurred without running and how's, if's, what's, why's, or any shoulda, woulda, coulda's -- just being calm, collected, and fine with it. Then I think to myself that I'll spend the following year improving my application and trying again the next cycle, telling myself that an extra year is miniscule compared to the rest of my life doing what I want!!
So how does anyone else out there cope with their shutout fears?
[Please ... thanks, but no posts offering tips on self-esteem or confidence. Like I said, I remain confident and positive. This is just how I deal with stray thoughts about extreme scenarios that pop up once in a while]