Getting things off my chest

[GanglionGasseri]

Hello everyone.
I am reaching this community of other med students as I feel totally puzzled (and miserable) and have no one in my life to talk to about things that have happened in my life and maybe someone here could understand.
For 26 years I´ve been trying to solve my things out just on my own and I´ve reached the point of just realizing things won´t get better. I wish I haven´t been born frankly.
I don´t know what to do anymore.
Here is my story (mod note: link to suicidal crowd fundraising message removed)

(Yeah, really sorry for my pathetic entry, I feel idiotic about it..)

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[QofQuimica]

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