Habari said:
<snip> HST most certainly isn't for everyone (definately wasn't for me), even if your background indicates that you would do well in that program.
So, for what it's worth, I'm in HST right now. I've experienced quite a bit of it, though I won't specify the number of years lest I suffer some sort of unpredicted wrath from who-knows-where.
I could rant for hours (ok, maybe one hour before I have to go sit in the corner and/or wipe the foam from the corners of my mouth) on the merits of the program as I understood it when I started, and the merits and DEmerits of the program as I understand it NOW. But I won't. I will, however, try and answer any questions you might have that would help you to decide if HST is for you. Of course, I'm a little distracted by some requirements of this year, so I can't promise to check in every day. That being said, what I say isn't worth much. I remember (vaguely) the hellish world you guys must be in now, and my words really won't matter in the end -- you're going to figure out what's right or wrong for yourself, and you may or may not be right (which is giving some sort of false impression that such a classification is valid), and you'll go where you go. And it will be good. And bad. And in between.
In summary -- I applied to both NP and HST, and didn't even receive an interview for NP. I guess I had "HST" written across my forehead. That's also how I felt at the time -- I figured I was the freaking posterchild of HST, albeit a slightly old one. I'd double majored in engineering, and done graduate work in engineering, amongst some other stuff. I lived and breathed for applied science. I eschewed "touchy-feely" tutorials and yearned for some hard-core technical this-that-and-the-other in the lab and lecture hall.
Now, I feel the best things about HST are the pedigree, and the dual citizenship I get with Harvard and MIT. The former, is, well, pathetic, but I like to think it might help someday (please?). The latter just gives me all sorts of options, many of which I don't have time to use -- gym privileges, library stuff, extra cool research labs, free residential options, etc. Oh, one more thing -- I don't have to deal with relentless tutorials/problem-based group learning sessions, for which I have little patience at times.
I'm sorry for any of you who felt your interviews were harsh or otherwise nasty/bad. I can tell you that for HST -- few people have time to be on the committee, and the rest of us worry about the limited impression you must get from those few. People are generally quite nice here. Your class, and the class above you, will really be the main personalities you sense on a regular basis -- certainly for the first two years. The HST class is small. If you don't live in the dorm and/or make an effort to be social with the NP class, you won't recognize them much more than you will the dental students. That being said, many people stay quite connected. Your entering MD class will be supplemented in the lecture hall by MIT grad students here and there, and some out-of-sequence MD students, but you'll be a pretty compact group -- the dynamics of your class will determine your sense of things. For example -- certain classes are known for being serious-gunners/insane-question-askers, and others are proudly on the slacker side of things.
Things I think about now, that didn't occur to me while applying --
*The effects of mixing graduate students and medical students in required first and second year courses.
*Fitting a thesis in if you're MD-only; finding the right lab -- esp for a phd. On our first day, I think I heard a phrase that went something like this: "30-something of you are in this room. 4 of you will graduate in 4 years." (!I might be wrong about the specific numbers, but it's something to think about.) For some stupid reason, I was suprised by this.
*It's great to get these super-fancy cutting edge researchers giving us MANY of our lectures, but for some reason, everyone seems to want to impress us with the latest, most advanced work -- and we're left to teach ourselves the basics sometimes.
OK, I'll stop babbling now, but I just wanted to say if there's anything I can tell you to help you decide on the whole HST package, I'd really like to try to help. The decision will affect you deeply for at least 2 intense years.
One thing to keep in mind when you go to your interviews -- and I'm sure many people say this all the time (but listen!) -- TALK to as many students as possible. You'll be nervous, then you'll be tired, and nervous, and worried about the next interview, but track down students. Introduce yourself, and ask all the questions you think are too stupid/ridiculous/<insert other adjective here> to ask.
(didn't I say I was going to stop babbling?)
Be as happy with your path as possible. The vision of the end goal may not always be enough to pull you through. That's a big change from all that pre-med jockeying and application-box-checking.
Now go have a beer. Or whatever you like. Or watch TV.