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A little background.
I am currently 23 years old right now, I started undergrad when I just turned 21, so this is my 3rd year of school. I wanted to make it as quick as possible and didn't want to waste any time because I am already on the older side, and therefore I have never really taken a break from school since I started.
My freshman year I started in a spring semester and couldn't take bio that semester because my school didn't offer it. so I took bio 1 and bio 2 that summer, and if you guys ever took summer courses you know how crazy the schedule is, especially for a difficult class.
and then I took chem 1 and 2 and a bunch of other classes that fall and spring semester, and then this past summer I took physics 1 and 2.
now I am taking orgo 1, A&P 1, Neuroscience, and writing a 25 page thesis for my bio degree.
next semester I will be taking a lighter workload only taking orgo 2 and a and p 2 but I will be doing this in order to study for the DAT and hopefully take it in June.
I never took any breaks or anything, my whole life these past 2.5 years has been school, school, school. and now I am really starting to feel it because i am so unmotivated studying. I only cram everything in right before the test. I am still getting good grades but I know that cramming is not smart.
in the beginning of the semester, before the first test, I am motivated and efficiently study by spacing everything out properly. but after the first test I barely look at the material until a week before my exam and then I cram all day and night from like 8-8. I know this is very unhealthy and will further contribute to my burnout.
The reason I do all of this is because I am VERY hard on myself. if I get a 93 on a test, and someone in my class got a 95, I am upset. it means he is either smarter than me or put in more time. and then I will try even more on the next test, and then if it happens again, lets say this time I get an 88 and others score higher, I will be so unmotivated because this time I put in a lot of time and did the absolute best that I could do and I still couldn't get a good grade, further unmotivating me. and then I feel like I am a failure and will probably not be a dentist and how can I do the DAT or dental school if I can't even get a good grade on an orgo test or a neuroscience test.
Also, which was very stupid on my part, I went ahead and purchased red red redemption 2. now all I want to do after I study for my exams is play the game lol. my weekends are not as productive as they used to be because of this silly purchase lol.
My accumulative gpa is 3.58 and my Science gpa is 3.6, which further unmotivates me.
For my science grades, I have received
A- in bio 1, A in bio 2,
A- in chem 1, B- in chem 2,
A- in both physics,
A- in micro bio,
A in immunology,
I am scared because my gpa isn't that great and I haven't even finished taking orgo 1 and 2 yet, so I am petrified for that. again, I am obviously going to study and do the best that I could, but what if I can only pull B,B- in these 2 classes?? my gpa will fall even further! and then again I will feel unmotivated because if I can't do this, how can I do dental school!
Please any advice will be greatly appreciated. Thank you so much for reading.
I am currently 23 years old right now, I started undergrad when I just turned 21, so this is my 3rd year of school. I wanted to make it as quick as possible and didn't want to waste any time because I am already on the older side, and therefore I have never really taken a break from school since I started.
My freshman year I started in a spring semester and couldn't take bio that semester because my school didn't offer it. so I took bio 1 and bio 2 that summer, and if you guys ever took summer courses you know how crazy the schedule is, especially for a difficult class.
and then I took chem 1 and 2 and a bunch of other classes that fall and spring semester, and then this past summer I took physics 1 and 2.
now I am taking orgo 1, A&P 1, Neuroscience, and writing a 25 page thesis for my bio degree.
next semester I will be taking a lighter workload only taking orgo 2 and a and p 2 but I will be doing this in order to study for the DAT and hopefully take it in June.
I never took any breaks or anything, my whole life these past 2.5 years has been school, school, school. and now I am really starting to feel it because i am so unmotivated studying. I only cram everything in right before the test. I am still getting good grades but I know that cramming is not smart.
in the beginning of the semester, before the first test, I am motivated and efficiently study by spacing everything out properly. but after the first test I barely look at the material until a week before my exam and then I cram all day and night from like 8-8. I know this is very unhealthy and will further contribute to my burnout.
The reason I do all of this is because I am VERY hard on myself. if I get a 93 on a test, and someone in my class got a 95, I am upset. it means he is either smarter than me or put in more time. and then I will try even more on the next test, and then if it happens again, lets say this time I get an 88 and others score higher, I will be so unmotivated because this time I put in a lot of time and did the absolute best that I could do and I still couldn't get a good grade, further unmotivating me. and then I feel like I am a failure and will probably not be a dentist and how can I do the DAT or dental school if I can't even get a good grade on an orgo test or a neuroscience test.
Also, which was very stupid on my part, I went ahead and purchased red red redemption 2. now all I want to do after I study for my exams is play the game lol. my weekends are not as productive as they used to be because of this silly purchase lol.
My accumulative gpa is 3.58 and my Science gpa is 3.6, which further unmotivates me.
For my science grades, I have received
A- in bio 1, A in bio 2,
A- in chem 1, B- in chem 2,
A- in both physics,
A- in micro bio,
A in immunology,
I am scared because my gpa isn't that great and I haven't even finished taking orgo 1 and 2 yet, so I am petrified for that. again, I am obviously going to study and do the best that I could, but what if I can only pull B,B- in these 2 classes?? my gpa will fall even further! and then again I will feel unmotivated because if I can't do this, how can I do dental school!
Please any advice will be greatly appreciated. Thank you so much for reading.
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