I have a dilemma about secondary questions that touch on what inspired me to pursue medicine (also applies to why I want to be a doctor).
A recent thread from
@DermViser stirred memories from a horrifying event I witnessed some time ago. I'll keep things vague to respect the victim and his/her family, so please don't ask me for the details. Be satisfied that they're worse than you think.
This event didn't directly influence my decision to pursue medicine (I suppose if you're Dr. Mengele you'd think otherwise), but it did make me understand the value of human life in terms most people never will. That, in it's own way, greatly contributed to my decision to become a physician. In short, I believe in the spirit of the profession and the dignity it affords the suffering.
I've never discussed this with anyone not pertaining to the event. Yes, it shaped my outlook on life. Yes, it is partly the reason why I'm applying to medical school. Nevertheless, I'm not sure whether it's right to share this evil with anyone else, especially since I don't even know how to begin. I think it gives context to a lot of my motivation, which is why I'm posting this question.
In short, this incredible evil makes me want to do incredible good. I just don't know if sharing it is the right thing to do.