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Hello, I am currently a Junior in high school. I don't want to be a doctor, but I do aspire to be a research scientist at a pharmaceutical company. I took Honors Chemistry (Inorganic) last year and it was an absolute nightmare. I got -C's/C's on every test first semester. I did better when we got to the real Chemistry 2nd semester, but not much (C+'s/B-'s). Throughout the entire year, the class average was always 90%+. I always tried to go for help, but the teacher always said that she was too busy. I kept bringing up the idea of a tutor, but she refused to help me and claimed that I did not need one. I watched videos, but that did not make a big difference in my grades. Something was missing and I couldn't figure that out. I did not have any one who I could form a study group with because I didn't have any friends. (I'm kind of a loner, but that is beside the point).
The only times I ever got A's on tests were for Stoichiometry and acids/bases. I got B's in both semesters of the class.
My teacher wouldn't even consider letting me into AP Chem despite my career aspirations (they have not changed within the past year). I think it was because of my grade. However, her words to me went as follows: "I think that if you took AP Chemistry, it would ruin the love for the subject that you hold right now." My old teacher is the AP Chemistry teacher.
I can hate Inorganic Chemistry the rest of my life and that won't matter. The preparation for the Chemistry I want to spend my life doing is what matters. I realize this now and I am banging my head against the wall that I didn't go to administration and fight the recommendation. Seniors cannot take AP Chemistry at my school.
In my other science classes:
Current: Honors Physics- I am one of the top students. I have to work hard to maintain this, but not even a tenth as hard as I did for my sub-par grades in H. Chem.
Current: AP Biology- I was the top student last semester. (My teacher told me.) Bio just comes to me much easier than any of my other subjects. I think it is because I sit there and think about how it applies to real life all the time.
10th grade- Anatomy and Physiology- I absolutely loved this class. I think I ended this class with a 98%.
(Other science courses I've taken: Biology 1, Health and Medicine, and Astrophysics.)
2017-2018 I am signed up for: AP Physics C, AP Environmental Science, Medical Innovations. and Earth Science.
I've also noticed that I have learned more Chemistry siting in my Bio classes than I ever did in H. Chem. The same thing is about to happen in Honors Physics. I don't know why this is.
Sorry for the length of this. I just really want to develop some sort of a plan for me to tackle Chemistry and I want to give this another shot now. Something was not clicking in my first year of Chemistry. I'm not letting my 4 year dream fly out the window because of this.
My biggest fear right now is hitting that college chem class and having the same experience as I did previously.
The only times I ever got A's on tests were for Stoichiometry and acids/bases. I got B's in both semesters of the class.
My teacher wouldn't even consider letting me into AP Chem despite my career aspirations (they have not changed within the past year). I think it was because of my grade. However, her words to me went as follows: "I think that if you took AP Chemistry, it would ruin the love for the subject that you hold right now." My old teacher is the AP Chemistry teacher.
I can hate Inorganic Chemistry the rest of my life and that won't matter. The preparation for the Chemistry I want to spend my life doing is what matters. I realize this now and I am banging my head against the wall that I didn't go to administration and fight the recommendation. Seniors cannot take AP Chemistry at my school.
In my other science classes:
Current: Honors Physics- I am one of the top students. I have to work hard to maintain this, but not even a tenth as hard as I did for my sub-par grades in H. Chem.
Current: AP Biology- I was the top student last semester. (My teacher told me.) Bio just comes to me much easier than any of my other subjects. I think it is because I sit there and think about how it applies to real life all the time.
10th grade- Anatomy and Physiology- I absolutely loved this class. I think I ended this class with a 98%.
(Other science courses I've taken: Biology 1, Health and Medicine, and Astrophysics.)
2017-2018 I am signed up for: AP Physics C, AP Environmental Science, Medical Innovations. and Earth Science.
I've also noticed that I have learned more Chemistry siting in my Bio classes than I ever did in H. Chem. The same thing is about to happen in Honors Physics. I don't know why this is.
Sorry for the length of this. I just really want to develop some sort of a plan for me to tackle Chemistry and I want to give this another shot now. Something was not clicking in my first year of Chemistry. I'm not letting my 4 year dream fly out the window because of this.
My biggest fear right now is hitting that college chem class and having the same experience as I did previously.