I have posted a little before about my situation; 28, B.A. in history, 2 kids, 2.8 overall gpa with upward trend (3.3+) in last 60-70 credits. I have always thought about being a doctor; I'm not in love with science, but I have an interest in medical science and want to work directly with people in this way, also, the other typical reasons associated with wanting to be a doctor. Anyway, I've recently started a new job in project management/sales with a solid company with great benefits and a pretty good salary, flextime, 8-minute commute, tons of free time for the family and hobbies, and I hate sitting at a desk. I think about medicine still, yet giving up my 7:30-4 job with 15 minutes of daily commuting for pre-med classes, out of pocket expenses, and an eventual 70-hour work week seems counterproductive to being a good father/husband.
I have the familial support, but I would feel irresponsible in a small way for pursuing this and spending the time and money. One half of me feels I would be a sellout, so to say, for dropping a lifelong dream to sit at a desk and have some instant gratification. But my family is also a dream, and they're here, now, and I would feel bad for sacrificing them to an extent for medicine. It's like a storm of emotion and confusion I'm sure most of you have faced. And it's exasperated that much more by my lower gpa, lack of science and math classes, and existing debt from undergrad.
I'm sure many of you have faced similar situations and, if you feel like giving any advice out, I'm looking.
Thanks, all.
I have the familial support, but I would feel irresponsible in a small way for pursuing this and spending the time and money. One half of me feels I would be a sellout, so to say, for dropping a lifelong dream to sit at a desk and have some instant gratification. But my family is also a dream, and they're here, now, and I would feel bad for sacrificing them to an extent for medicine. It's like a storm of emotion and confusion I'm sure most of you have faced. And it's exasperated that much more by my lower gpa, lack of science and math classes, and existing debt from undergrad.
I'm sure many of you have faced similar situations and, if you feel like giving any advice out, I'm looking.
Thanks, all.