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I've been dating my girlfriend (the med student) for a year, she's currently in her second year and it's definitely taking it's toll on her, and on us. From the get-go, I was told that my main job as her significant other was to be supportive (by someone who'd done the spouse-of-a-med-student gig before), which I feel I have been. We've spent many a night studying next to each other, sitting in her library, sitting in my library, going through flash cards and notes, and generally spending much more time together than I'd expected. So no complaints there.
But about half-way into our relationship, things started to degrade. First it was a complete lack of sexual interest. I know she's got a lot on her plate, and women's sexual desires are greatly influenced by their emotional status. So to an extent, I can understand this. But it's gotten a little too infrequent. I know she loves me, she wants me to be with her nearly every night, she's still very affectionate. We've had many discussions about this, heated and calm, and in the end, it's always her needs and wants that prevail... which vary greatly from mine. This was the first of the issues to arise, which we are working on together... though my patience was worn thin (which may be my problem, and mine only).
The most recent issue: I've heard from many that the vice of choice with med students and doctors is alcohol and other legal chemicals. Since we began dating a year ago, I've noticed that she depends on sleep aids, if it's not a prescription sleep aid, it's over-the-counter sleep aids. Infrequent use wouldn't be such a big deal, but it's rather constant, and I've learned to associate sleep aids with no sex... because once she's downed the pill... nightly... she's off to her much awaited coma. But it doesn't stop there... the stress of school, the average to below average (not failing) test grades have made her depressed more than normal because she associates these test scores with her future ability to be a doctor - she hasn't failed any blocks or had to remediate any courses. She thinks that because she doesn't do excellent on these exams that she's going to start killing people and be a horrible doctor. This has led her to drink more than normal. For the first nine months of our relationship, it was normal for us to have a glass of wine with dinner, and more often than not, she'd refuse to even have a single glass until she about done with her studies... I commended her on this, because she had her priorities straight. But recently (over the past month), it's gotten to the point that when I get off work around 5pm, she's already finished half a bottle of wine and the other half is done before the nights over. Some days when she's been at home alone the whole day, she'll have finished six pack of beer.
I tried to talk to her about it... and she gave me her over-used conditioned response, "I'll fix it", "I'm sorry". Both of which I've learned are empty statements.
I want to be supportive of her. I don't want to see her dig herself deeper and deeper into depression (which I should add, she just recently starting taking anti-depressants for). But between feeling sexually ignored and put-off, and her depression leading her to relying on alcohol and sleep aids... I don't know how to be supportive anymore. It all just leads to arguments that assuredly depress her even more. It's only her second year of med school... is this what the future holds for her?
If you've taken the time to read this extremely personal and verbose monologue, I greatly appreciate it. Any first had experiences, relations, and suggestions would be of great help. Thank you in advance.
But about half-way into our relationship, things started to degrade. First it was a complete lack of sexual interest. I know she's got a lot on her plate, and women's sexual desires are greatly influenced by their emotional status. So to an extent, I can understand this. But it's gotten a little too infrequent. I know she loves me, she wants me to be with her nearly every night, she's still very affectionate. We've had many discussions about this, heated and calm, and in the end, it's always her needs and wants that prevail... which vary greatly from mine. This was the first of the issues to arise, which we are working on together... though my patience was worn thin (which may be my problem, and mine only).
The most recent issue: I've heard from many that the vice of choice with med students and doctors is alcohol and other legal chemicals. Since we began dating a year ago, I've noticed that she depends on sleep aids, if it's not a prescription sleep aid, it's over-the-counter sleep aids. Infrequent use wouldn't be such a big deal, but it's rather constant, and I've learned to associate sleep aids with no sex... because once she's downed the pill... nightly... she's off to her much awaited coma. But it doesn't stop there... the stress of school, the average to below average (not failing) test grades have made her depressed more than normal because she associates these test scores with her future ability to be a doctor - she hasn't failed any blocks or had to remediate any courses. She thinks that because she doesn't do excellent on these exams that she's going to start killing people and be a horrible doctor. This has led her to drink more than normal. For the first nine months of our relationship, it was normal for us to have a glass of wine with dinner, and more often than not, she'd refuse to even have a single glass until she about done with her studies... I commended her on this, because she had her priorities straight. But recently (over the past month), it's gotten to the point that when I get off work around 5pm, she's already finished half a bottle of wine and the other half is done before the nights over. Some days when she's been at home alone the whole day, she'll have finished six pack of beer.
I tried to talk to her about it... and she gave me her over-used conditioned response, "I'll fix it", "I'm sorry". Both of which I've learned are empty statements.
I want to be supportive of her. I don't want to see her dig herself deeper and deeper into depression (which I should add, she just recently starting taking anti-depressants for). But between feeling sexually ignored and put-off, and her depression leading her to relying on alcohol and sleep aids... I don't know how to be supportive anymore. It all just leads to arguments that assuredly depress her even more. It's only her second year of med school... is this what the future holds for her?
If you've taken the time to read this extremely personal and verbose monologue, I greatly appreciate it. Any first had experiences, relations, and suggestions would be of great help. Thank you in advance.
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