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Hi all,
I'm a chem major who's been working in an ochem research lab for 1 year already, but I don't really understand the work I'm doing. My PI was on a hiatus this past spring semester so I had no idea what to do in the lab and the grad students were busy working on their theses. Since no one had any time to mentor me, I didn't really do anything in the spring and I didn't come in during the summer.
The worst part is that the PI agreed to take me in because he'd heard from my TA that I was a great gen chem student. He was very accomodating towards me and personally taught me the lab techniques while he was there. Unfortuntely, I took ochem while I worked in lab and actually didn't do so well in both ochem classes. I feel like a total failure. I just feel unhappy all the time working in this lab because I don't understand the reasons behind any of the experiments. Sure, I can do the wet work but I wouldn't call myself a research assistant in any way. This experience has made me realize that maybe chemistry and research isn't the right direction for me, and I'm contemplating changing majors to bio because I understand the topic much better. But at this point, I'm still very indecisive.
Looking back, I do regret not giving this lab my best effort, even while the PI was gone. But school starts soon and I've decided to quit the lab before it's too late. How should I break the news to him? I don't want to make up an excuse like, "I'm studying for the MCAT" (which I am) but I don't want to come off as offensive or have him think I hated his lab.
[Though, I have an inkling that he might just kick me out because I haven't been in lab all summer...]
WHAT SHOULD I DO?!
I'm a chem major who's been working in an ochem research lab for 1 year already, but I don't really understand the work I'm doing. My PI was on a hiatus this past spring semester so I had no idea what to do in the lab and the grad students were busy working on their theses. Since no one had any time to mentor me, I didn't really do anything in the spring and I didn't come in during the summer.
The worst part is that the PI agreed to take me in because he'd heard from my TA that I was a great gen chem student. He was very accomodating towards me and personally taught me the lab techniques while he was there. Unfortuntely, I took ochem while I worked in lab and actually didn't do so well in both ochem classes. I feel like a total failure. I just feel unhappy all the time working in this lab because I don't understand the reasons behind any of the experiments. Sure, I can do the wet work but I wouldn't call myself a research assistant in any way. This experience has made me realize that maybe chemistry and research isn't the right direction for me, and I'm contemplating changing majors to bio because I understand the topic much better. But at this point, I'm still very indecisive.
Looking back, I do regret not giving this lab my best effort, even while the PI was gone. But school starts soon and I've decided to quit the lab before it's too late. How should I break the news to him? I don't want to make up an excuse like, "I'm studying for the MCAT" (which I am) but I don't want to come off as offensive or have him think I hated his lab.
[Though, I have an inkling that he might just kick me out because I haven't been in lab all summer...]
WHAT SHOULD I DO?!