In my first thread, I mentioned that my gpa was only a 2.68. After three years of uni due to depression and bad decision making. It's all my fault and I take full responsibility for it.
I am transferring to a new university to delay my graduation by a year and to see if a change in environment helps me because I was just miserable at my old school.
I'm not looking for pity or a pat on the back. I know what I need to do to repair this and I know that it will take some time and be very difficult. I will be starting at my new school next week and I am afraid of going there and messing up.
I am afraid of many things like doing poorly at my new school like I did at my old school, doing poorly on the MCAT, and continuing to fail like I have in the past. I'm tired of being afraid because I lose motivation. Maybe that makes me a coward, but I don't care.
There are plenty of people with low gpas that managed to turn things around and get into med school. I want to be one of those people. But in order to do that I just have to stop feeling afraid and not lose motivation. I have tried my best not too but a part of me always is given my past which is just one giant failure. If anyone can relate to where I am coming from, I would really appreciate your help with this question:
How do I not be afraid?
Thanks
I am transferring to a new university to delay my graduation by a year and to see if a change in environment helps me because I was just miserable at my old school.
I'm not looking for pity or a pat on the back. I know what I need to do to repair this and I know that it will take some time and be very difficult. I will be starting at my new school next week and I am afraid of going there and messing up.
I am afraid of many things like doing poorly at my new school like I did at my old school, doing poorly on the MCAT, and continuing to fail like I have in the past. I'm tired of being afraid because I lose motivation. Maybe that makes me a coward, but I don't care.
There are plenty of people with low gpas that managed to turn things around and get into med school. I want to be one of those people. But in order to do that I just have to stop feeling afraid and not lose motivation. I have tried my best not too but a part of me always is given my past which is just one giant failure. If anyone can relate to where I am coming from, I would really appreciate your help with this question:
How do I not be afraid?
Thanks