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So I'm currently in a research lab, I volunteer at hospital surgery lounge (which I've determined doesn't really count as clinical volunteering), and I am a peer tutor and peer mentor for my university. I feel like I'm not getting anything really meaningful out of any of these experiences.
For example, at the surgery lounge thing, I'm basically a front desk secretary and even though I know that my job is very helpful, the only two meaningful things I've really seen was that there was a prisoner who we checked in for surgery and seeing all of that and seeing a family learn that a major surgery for their loved one had failed, but this is over the course of 6 months and I doubt that I'm going to have any really enlightening experience.
Then with the peer tutoring/mentoring, yes its fun and yes I do think it's really helpful for a lot of the students that I work with, but I don't work many hours and I don't deal with students the entire time I work because often no one comes in for help.
Then with my lab, I finally have my own independent project, but it isn't one that is going to be used for a journal article or anything, it's only to help out with what they need to get done at the lab. I know that with time this EC will be more meaningful, but right now I just feel sort of stuck.
So I'm not really sure what I should do about this because I want my time spent on extracurriculars to feel meaningful, but right now it seems to be just fluff...
For example, at the surgery lounge thing, I'm basically a front desk secretary and even though I know that my job is very helpful, the only two meaningful things I've really seen was that there was a prisoner who we checked in for surgery and seeing all of that and seeing a family learn that a major surgery for their loved one had failed, but this is over the course of 6 months and I doubt that I'm going to have any really enlightening experience.
Then with the peer tutoring/mentoring, yes its fun and yes I do think it's really helpful for a lot of the students that I work with, but I don't work many hours and I don't deal with students the entire time I work because often no one comes in for help.
Then with my lab, I finally have my own independent project, but it isn't one that is going to be used for a journal article or anything, it's only to help out with what they need to get done at the lab. I know that with time this EC will be more meaningful, but right now I just feel sort of stuck.
So I'm not really sure what I should do about this because I want my time spent on extracurriculars to feel meaningful, but right now it seems to be just fluff...