Hey all, this may be long.
I work as a CNA in a local hospital. I am new and still in orientation.
I really do not enjoy this job. It’s not because of the work itself, I love the patients and I don’t find the actual duties difficult. I love taking vitals, helping patients with ADLs etc.
The issue is, my scheduling is awful. I have a full course load and am expected to work overnights before classes, work full time for a month before going to part time. I am currently in my last semester of college and my GPA is finally where I want it to be, but one bad grade will drop it. I also do research, and I don’t have time for any of my lab work with this job.
I don’t want to burn a bridge because this job would be great during my gap year. However, I feel myself getting depressed and overwhelmed already. Nurses won’t listen to me when I tell them I haven’t been trained on something, and ask me to do it myself. They refuse to help me when I ask for it. I understand they are busy, but i don’t want to harm a patient because nobody will help me.
I previously worked as a scribe at the same hospital, and I loved it. It was great experience, it was fulfilling, intellectually challenging and I made great connections. The scheduling was manageable with school. They’re willing to take me back if I want, but I just don’t know what to do. I have heard that scribing is not sufficient enough for medical schools; they prefer hands on experience.
Sure, I’m sure I could continue with this job, but I’m so worried it will affect my grades and my mental health.
I’ve spoken to physicians and they all give me different opinions. Some of them say it doesn’t matter. Some say scribing is better, including docs who worked as CNAs before med school.
I just feel like I got myself into an awful situation. Again, I don’t want to burn any bridges by quitting this CNA job; there are only two hospitals in my area. I just feel like this job is going to burn me out so quickly. Any input would be appreciated.