I can't continue to go through harassment and abuse (now intensified by my meetings with the hospital and staff). I simply don't have the support to deal with this situation and it is destroying me. I don't want a law suit. All I ever wanted was to learn. I know that this is letting the "powers that be win" but for my own sake, my mental health and education, I want to leave. I was told that this sort of malignant behavior occurs frequently in medicine, and if possible, I would like to know which specialties are the least malignant (I understand that a big part of it is the people).