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I'm a M1. New to the forum and I really need help/advice. About 6 weeks in and 3 quizzes later, I haven't passed a single one. A passing grade for my school is 70%, and my average for the first three quizzes has been 57%, while the class average is around 85%. I am so embarassed by my scores that I usually say I get in the upper 70's when I talk about the quizzes with other med students. I don't even like to attend socials or clubs anymore, as I automatically get negative impression when I internalize that everyone else in the room did better than me on the quiz.
When I study, I take notes in lecture, ask for extra tutoring from my school's learning enrichment center, attend review sessions, and even make one on one appointments with my professors for office hours, something less than 20% of our class probably does.
I was especially distraught over the last quiz. The first 2 quizzes, I had time management issues which I had thought I had rectified. But on the third quiz, I still got a 58%. After some analysis, here is what I found things I can improve
I would have gotten a 65% if I hadn't made two silly mistakes. One was complete flop, another was an easy question I missed cause it was the last one and I ran out of time
I would have gotten a 74% if I hadn't missed 3 easy questions that I wrote down in my notes but just didn't have time to make anki cards for and study off of.
I would have gotten a 77% if I didn't miss a question where you had to select multiple answers and all correct answers must be chosen for you to get it right. That question was also a clinical rather than basic science question.
I also don't know if I may have ADHD. I do realize it is very hard for me to focus. Like I would institictively type in instagram, cnn, check my email, check stocks, in the middle of studying. I've tried studying in my car without wifi and that seems to be helpful, but I would still find my mind wandering off. I also tend to be very disorganized, including in what to study (like I would have word documents all over the place, while I would study for a consistent time, I usually study whatever I feel like, I also missed a couple questions on material I did not cover because I forgot that material was on the quiz. This also goes for my life. My room was a mess until I spent 2 days cleaning it, my. car is a mess inside, my refrigerator shelf is a mess compared to my roommates, I'm always losing keys, phone chargers, laptop chargers, I'm always forgetting items at home, forgetting things I need to buy at the grocery store, forget to submit required forms, miss mandatory meetings, etc.
I will be seeing a psychiatrist in 2 weeks so hopefully, I can maybe get that addressed.
Also, my exams are unproctored (my camera is off) and i take them in my bedroom, but I really want to stick to the honor code. I'm wondering if my classmates are cheating by using outside resources. I know the ramifications are huge if the school finds out, but had I pulled up my notes or the lecture slides (which I have predownloaded) on my other laptop, I can easily have gotten an additional 5-10 questions right. There is absolute no way to trace this, not even if my school tries to get the police involved since I don't even have to connect my other laptop to the internet.
When I study, I take notes in lecture, ask for extra tutoring from my school's learning enrichment center, attend review sessions, and even make one on one appointments with my professors for office hours, something less than 20% of our class probably does.
I was especially distraught over the last quiz. The first 2 quizzes, I had time management issues which I had thought I had rectified. But on the third quiz, I still got a 58%. After some analysis, here is what I found things I can improve
I would have gotten a 65% if I hadn't made two silly mistakes. One was complete flop, another was an easy question I missed cause it was the last one and I ran out of time
I would have gotten a 74% if I hadn't missed 3 easy questions that I wrote down in my notes but just didn't have time to make anki cards for and study off of.
I would have gotten a 77% if I didn't miss a question where you had to select multiple answers and all correct answers must be chosen for you to get it right. That question was also a clinical rather than basic science question.
I also don't know if I may have ADHD. I do realize it is very hard for me to focus. Like I would institictively type in instagram, cnn, check my email, check stocks, in the middle of studying. I've tried studying in my car without wifi and that seems to be helpful, but I would still find my mind wandering off. I also tend to be very disorganized, including in what to study (like I would have word documents all over the place, while I would study for a consistent time, I usually study whatever I feel like, I also missed a couple questions on material I did not cover because I forgot that material was on the quiz. This also goes for my life. My room was a mess until I spent 2 days cleaning it, my. car is a mess inside, my refrigerator shelf is a mess compared to my roommates, I'm always losing keys, phone chargers, laptop chargers, I'm always forgetting items at home, forgetting things I need to buy at the grocery store, forget to submit required forms, miss mandatory meetings, etc.
I will be seeing a psychiatrist in 2 weeks so hopefully, I can maybe get that addressed.
Also, my exams are unproctored (my camera is off) and i take them in my bedroom, but I really want to stick to the honor code. I'm wondering if my classmates are cheating by using outside resources. I know the ramifications are huge if the school finds out, but had I pulled up my notes or the lecture slides (which I have predownloaded) on my other laptop, I can easily have gotten an additional 5-10 questions right. There is absolute no way to trace this, not even if my school tries to get the police involved since I don't even have to connect my other laptop to the internet.