I was childish, foolish, immature and laziness. I thought my already good grades in undergrad meant I should take the easy way out and cruise through pharmacy to land an easy 120k job which I could easily work for the rest of my life. The words potential and ambition I pushed aside. Needless to say I deserve to be in the position I am with people who held similar mindsets to me....well anyways, I feel like all that work was wasted now, not so much as a ticket to a golden life anymore.
If you had told me then, that I would have to cheat and kiss ass my way through school and to get a job, I would have laughed at you.
I thought working in a pharmacy was just a joke, and that real pharmacy wasn't like that. Wow, how delusional I was.... I thought pharmacy school would be where we get treated like professionals., not have students demanding assigned seats bc people were taking their spots, not students getting bullied for not being in certain frats etc etc.
Also I wouldn't dream that you would still be getting hazed in 'professional' school.
Call me whiny, but when I didnt have to deal with that in college, I certainly didnt want to deal with that in p school.
But I think these past two years opened my eyes up to what I should really be doing with my life, and that's something I actually like, not something that's easy.
And besides that, pharmacy is far from the golden life it used to be.
I would just hope others don't make my mistake, and actually push for better, not settle for what's convenient.